Love Don't Die [Niall Horan]

Chapter 22

Kristina's P.O.V

My heart was beating too fast, I still couldn't believe that I've really done that ! I've lied about me dating Dylan and it felt so wrong. And honestly I couldn't just let Dylan believe that I loved him, because the truth is all I wanted was for Niall to get hurt, and so I lied to him by telling him I was dating Dylan, which was not true.
We've been silent for a while when Dylan opened his mouth to say something  ' Kris..'  but I quickly stopped him ' Dylan, can you please drop me home ? I'll talk to you later, I promise, I just really need to go home now. '  I didn't wait for his response and hurried to his car, he then followed me and we left the place. The ride was really quite and awkward, I just wanted to get home and clear up my mind.

When we arrived, Dylan stopped the car and kept staring at me for a long time, then he decided to talk ' Hey.. I'm still a little bit confused about this whole thing. I mean, you just told the guy that we were together which surprised me because we're not. ' he paused, sighed then continued ' Look, I just want you to know that I really love you, and that kiss.. I don't regret it, I don't regret kissing you, because I really meant it. I don't know why you told him we're together and honestly I don't care, I just want you to give me a chance, that's all I'm asking for ' still looking at me, he put my hand in his and said '  Think about it, please. ' with a small nod, I hugged him and left his car.

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' Wow ' that was the first thing that came out of my mouth once I was on my bed. All of this was just crazy. On one hand, I couldn't stop thinking about how hurt Niall looked when he saw me kissing Dylan, and on the other hand the things that Dylan told me kept repeating in my head.

' I can't do this ' I told myself. I couldn't  use Dylan, I couldn't use him. He was the sweetest guy I've ever met and I honestly wasn't  ready to lose him.

' But maybe I should give him a chance ' I then told myself. Maybe, just maybe I'll get over Niall that way, and who knows, I may fall for Dylan too. Niall hurt me so much in the past and I couldn't let him hurt me this time, I wanted to feel loved again, I wanted to feel safe in someone's arms, and Dylan was ready to give me all of this.

'That's it, tomorrow I'll talk to Dylan and tell him that I want to be with him.

I just hope I made the right choice.