My Suffering For My Fox

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(Y/N) PROV:
I walked into school like any other day. The night before I had been crying because of the dreams from the past and the letters in my shoe locker from the school bully. I was used to all the boys looking at me calling me beautiful. The only one who knew my secrets, my past, my pain. Nanami was my only friend in school.
I have electric violet eyes, brown and white hair and what I be been told astonishingly beautiful.

(A/N just showing the hair)

When I got to my locker it was no surprise that there was a letter. I just took my shoes and the letter and went to class and sat in my normal seat behind Nanami's seat. Of corse Kamura tried to woo me and had failed, after he wasn't getting anywhere with Nanami he moved onto me. When she came in she had two boys behind her one had short white hair and green serpent like eyes.

Then the next boy I knew all too well....Tomoe.
The one that caused me so much pain, but that was my choice I suppose. But he can never know the truth and he won't until I tell him or he is told by someone else tells him
My sufferings for my fox.

They all came over and when Nanami sore me she was as white as a ghost. The boys looked at her and they exchanged some words before they came over. Once Nanami came over and was able to see my face a look of pure horror spread across it."(Y/N) what have you done?" She whispered to me I looked at her with eyes I haven't used in a long, long time. "(Y/N) you have to stop and tell someone," she said to me and all I did was hand her the new letter she just ripped it up and stormed over to Madison.

"Hay, Madison. You leave (Y/N) alone ok?!" Madison looked at Nanami as if she was a worthless piece of garbage, that sent me into a state of rage and anger then what was said mad me go insane.

"Ha how do you think you are talking to me, do you want to get hurt, if so it'll be my pleasure."
Madison said and then I was out of my chair and in front of Nanami, and in stead of Madison hitting Nanami's face, her fist connected with mine.

Everybody stopped and stared at me and Madison. She had a look of pleasure on her face, "Ha (Y/N) not so beautiful now are you, you idiot." "MADISON, you listen to me now because I won't say it again. You can do what ever you want to me send the letters, curse me at brake, lunch, when I leave and when I come to school. You do it to me, but if I find out that you have harmed NANAMI IN ANY WAY YOU WILL NEVER EVER SEE THE LIGHT OF DAY. DO I MAKE MY SELF CLEAR!"
She looked shocked at first by then smirked,
"Sure whatever you say." Then she walked away.

"(Y/N) a-a-are you ok?" I didn't answer. Then another voice spoke it was Jake my personal doctor. "(Y/N) you need to calm down" "I am calm," I said in a low voice, "I don't need the medication it does nothing, can't you see there is nothing that can help me. They keep telling me my heart is beating, that my lungs have air and that blood is pumping through my vanes but why do I feel nothing. There is nothing to be done!" I said my voice broke half way through my sentence and once I had left the room I started to cry as I made my way to the roof.

Once I was there someone had followed me and when I looked up it was the person I want to see for so long but I felt a pain deep inside of my heart knowing that he had given up on me.
"Hay I know this isn't the best time to introduce my self I'm Tomoe, Nanami's familiar and you are a yokai fox like me. What happened to you? Why are you like this?"

I looked at him, "When I was a child my father introduced me to a boy. We were inseparable. As we grew older my powers became stronger and uncontrollable so I went some where where I couldn't harm him and my family. Every year on one specific day I was able to see him but I changed one thing about me and he would look at me as if I was someone else. Then one day I managed to escape and see him again. It was for about a month and throughout that month I was ill and he did something awful to save me. He thought I would never know the person who killed my family but it was him and his old partner. I know he didn't commit the crime but was there to see it and did nothing about it. No matter what l still loved and love him. But I don't know if he loved me or would love the changed versions of me." I looked at Tomoe knowing that Mikage had made him forget but before he forgot me Mikage asked me to consume the curse that had taken over his body, mind, and heart. I consumed it and the vine like tattoos on my right hand grew more powerful.

"I'm sorry about what happened to you, how about I take you back to class?" I looked at him,"You do know that if you do that there will be more letters and more death threats." After I said that he pulled me up and dragged me to class.