Chapter 2

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Can school go by any slower? By 2nd period I was just done with sitting through math. So I signed out to go to the bathroom.

Who really goes to the bathroom when they sign out? Definitely not me.

As I roam the halls it just hits me that after today I'll only have one more year left at this place. I can't wait to get out of here. This place was so familiar to me now.

After being in the halls for 15 minutes now I decide it's time to go back to math.

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Finally, I'm back in homeroom with 1 minute until summer break.

"10. 9. 8. 7. 6. 5. 4. 3. 2. 1.!!!!!" My classmate scream with joy. Finally I'm outta here. We all rush to our lockers and quickly grab our bags. I meet Madi in the hallway and walk we walk to our houses. Once I'm home my brother, who is only 8, is hogging the couch and chips as usual.

"Move over! Loser!" I say laughing while messing up his hair. He moves over and is watching the lamest show, ever!

"Why are we watching this?" sighing as I grab the remote and change the television to "One Direction: This Is Us."

"Ugh you jerk!" my brother yelled while running to the room with the bag of chips.

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Later that night I do my usual routine. Take off my make up, take a shower, put on shorts and a band t-shirt, brush my hair, and get on my wonderful laptop

Dammit it's 11 p.m. already. I need to go to bed so I'll actually wake up tomorrow to go to camp.

I absolutely cannot go to sleep. I check my phone and it says 2:00 a.m. Oh shit. I think I can't sleep because I keep remembering the fun things that happen at camp, or is it the taunting words the kids at school told me. I don't know. But I can't get bad again. "Bad again" as in cutting myself. I try to go to sleep but I just can't. I grab a pencil and take out my journal so I can draw or write or do something to get these words out of my head!

I decided to write a poem and this is what it says:

A little cut here

A little cut there

No one will see

No one will care

If I'm gone tomorrow

Please don't cry

Because it's now my time

To say goodbye

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⏰ Last updated: Jan 26, 2014 ⏰

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