Short Stories

Nervous & Frustrated

Dear Diary; 30/1/17

I'm in the car almost in tears, though I'm trying to hide them from mum. I'm thinking about HIM.

I only wanted to update him, ask how he was doing. But he is ignoring me and I would like to know why, my chances of knowing are small.

I didn't leave off very well... I told him that if he saw this although I doubted it. That I know he had been ignoring me and I only wanted to see how you were and that I was sorry.

Since then I haven't been on battle.net. Haven't spoke to him. I feel bad but I had planned to be distant a bit and message him on or a day before his birthday.

That way my theory will prove incorrect or correct. If he answers, he did ignore me, if no reply he still is ignoring me.

I'm nervous like the time I told him I liked him, but with my friend there to comfort me I got through it with a positive response.

However I'm alone on this one....I'm scared.....really scared.... I just hope I haven't lost him. I had a flashback, although it hadn't happened, I saw me having the guts to talk to him.

I asked if he had time, he had two different outcomes. One he said yes, other time he said he was gonna fly out to his girlfriend in a couple hours but still had a little bit.

Turns out he was coming to find me. But I called him on the call chat thing in both outcomes after I nervously asked to keep contact.

(Asked for his number). That's when it ended. I took a deep breathe as he answered the call.

It was only my imagination of what I wish could be..

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Any advice for her?