Love Me Like You Do ~ A Justin Bieber Fan Fiction

Chapter 16: "I love her and I let her go."

Chapter 16:

I make a phone call. Marrisa. She wants to tell me something. After about a few rings she picks up. -"Hey it's Alondra what did you want to talk to me about?" I ask curiously and worried. What could possibly be so important? Did my mom get in an accident? Is Nicole ok? So many thoughts were running through my mind. -"Your ex. He's back." Marrisa says nervously. -"Which one?" I ask with my eyes widen. It can't be the one I'm thinking about. -"Danny." She answered. Oh shit.

He's the guy, the guy I actually felt something for. I dated him for a really long time, almost a year I was happy. He's the reason I stop doing 'bad' things, but he's also the reason why I started again. Once he knew about what I use to do he dumped me and my world ended. That's when I started to use drugs more than ever, he made my addiction come back. It was my only painkiller. I fell for him and he didn't catch me, he just left. Danny didn't understand my pass is my pass and I wouldn't go back to it. But with the break up, I did. He moved to another city and I haven't seen him ever since. -"What do you mean by he's back?" I ask almost tearing up. I finally stopped thinking about him, it took a freakin long ass time and now he's back.

There was silence at the end of the line. It only made me more eager for her to talk. -"Hi Alondra, it's Danny." He says in his raspy voice. I dropped my phone. He's back. I place my hand over my mouth. This can't be happening Danny is back, and he's with Marrisa.. I start tearing up, memories of him and me at the beach start flashing back. *flashback*

We were at the beach 2 or 3 years ago. We danced at the side of the beach, he spins me around and we dance like in movies. Laughing and smiling, he splashes some water on me and I do the same. After that he carries me up and gives me a piggy back ride to the sand. He lays me down next to our picnic things. He lays down next to me, placing a hand over me. -"You're beautiful." Danny says with the smile you can't help but smiling back. -"And you're handsome." I look into his eyes, he leans over and kisses my lips smoothly. *flashback ends*

I was so happy, by now I had tears down my cheek. I wipe it off and pick up my phone with my hand shaking more than I have been in the interview. -"Hello? *sigh*" I heard at the end of the line. -"Alondra. I'm sorry." Danny says hurt, it only makes me sadder. -"Hi." I said trying to hide the fact I'm crying. -"I'm so glad you answered. I have been thinking about you so much. All of these years I have been trying to understand you. I guess I finally do. Seeing you all over the news with that Justin guy, makes me feel like you finally moved on. The thing is I haven't." Danny says and I can hear his cracky voice meaning he's crying.

I listen to every word that comes out of his mouth. Is he being honest? He hasn't moved on? Should I even believe every word he says? The real question is: Why am I believing him? -"You haven't? Is this some kind of plan to ruin my life again?" I reply with teary eyes. He sighs, it hurts him to see me like this. -"My plan was never to hurt you, I was a stupid child I knew you did those things because you were depressed. I know that now. I used to think you were just a bad person and I couldn't be with someone like that. Please understand me." Danny says pleading and crying. -"I'm still the same person." I admit, he needs to know I still do the things I did. Just like the other night.

I knew he's going to hang up the second I said that, but he didn't. -"I know.. Marrisa told me before I even called you. I don't care anymore. I want you just the way you are. All this time I regret leaving you. Trust me this hurts me more than it does to you. Believe me, I still love you." He replies with so much feeling it breaks my heart. -"Alondra are you out here?" Justin asks opening the door. I look at him and wipe the tears on my cheeks. His facial expression quickly changes from happy to worried.-"Alondra who was that?" Danny asks into the phone. I look at the ground, -"This isn't a good time to talk. I'll call you back later." I respond and hang up quickly.