Love Me Like You Do ~ A Justin Bieber Fan Fiction

Chapter 18: "tell me you love me."

Chapter 18:

He grabs my ass and lifts me up as I put my legs around his waist. He slowly moves us towards the tiny bed. His knees hit the side of the bed and he lays me on it, breaking the kiss for a second then reattaching them. For some reason, I couldn't do this. I can't play Justin like this. I back away while he's rubbing my thigh and kissing my neck. -"I can't do this." I said and he backs away confused. -"I can't use you like this." I continue and he nods. -"You just wanted me for sex right now didn't you?" He asks getting off me. I close my legs, putting them to my chest. A sigh-y -"Yeah." Is all that escaped my mouth. -"Then why did you stop? You never stop." He asks with a wondering look on his face. -"That's the thing, I have no idea why." I reply, but I knew what the answer was. 'because you're different'. Justin's different. I don't know if that's a good thing though..

He looks away disappointed? -"Am I not good enough for you or something?" Justin asks upset. Dang it. -"No Justin it's just not right. It's actually the opposite, I'm not good enough for you." I respond and look at my legs. He looks up and into my eyes. I slowly look at him, straight into his eyes. We stood there, getting lost in each other's eyes. He leans in and kisses my lips so slow and smoothly, I thought this kiss will last forever. -"Don't ever say that." He says backing away and I lightly smile.

I look at the food he brought us. -"Well we should start eating up." I said hungrily. He smiles and then gets the ice cream he got, places the vanilla ice cream into the bowl and gets some chocolate cake and mixes it up together. That reminded me so much of Danny though. He would always get the sweetest things, mix them up together in a big bowl and then we would eat it all up while watching a movie.

I get the movies from the counter and start getting comfortable in the small bed. -"The Vow, The Breakfast Club, Mean Girls, The Last Song, Pitch Perfect." I said as I look through the movies reading their titles. -"I have seen Mean Girls so many times I seriously know all the lines." I said tossing it to the pile of movies not to watch. -"Yeah me too, how about The Last Song?" He asks curiously. -"Is it good?" I ask interested, he gets a shocked look on his face. -"Don't tell me you haven't seen it!" He says with his eyes wide opened.

I look away and bite my lip. I don't really see movies after Danny happened. I don't want to start crying in stupid love stories. -"Okay you need to see this." He takes it and puts it onto the DVD Player. -"Okay then!" I reply and he smiles and comes back crawling onto the bed. I place the other movies on the counter next to my phone. There's some messages on it so I take it. I check all my social media, while other movie trailers are playing.

I go into my messages and there are tons of messages from an unknown number. I press it and read from the top. "Hey Alondra, its Danny." "I miss you, I'm so glad I talked to you." "Hearing your voice made my day." "You're so beautiful" "Cant wait to talk to you tomorrow! I love you. Goodnight <3" I lightly smile and reply. "I'll call you tomorrow:) Goodnight! ily2" I send it and go onto twitter.

I tweet out. "Justin knows how to cheer people up:)" another tweet was, "Movies, Cake, Ice Cream and Goodies.. yes please". It's kinda hard since it's an Android and I am so used to my iPhone. I look at my mentions and click Justin's profile since there were mentions leading to his tweet. It said "Will this cheer her up?" with a picture with the movies he rented and all of the junk food he got for us. I reply; "yes it will cheer her up:)" send it then press my home screen.

Going into Instagram Justin starts recording a video. -"Alondra say hi." He says and points the camera at my face. -"HIII!" I said in a girly voice making Justin laugh. -"Come take selfies with me." He says and gets closer to me, we make silly faces and at the end he kisses my cheek unexpectedly. I gasp, start to blush, laugh and smile uncontrollably as the video ends. -"You're too cute." Justin says laughing at me. -"Let me see the video!" I reply ignoring his comment. I look at it and we look so happy. I can imagine us being together it would be perfect.. but the thing is when it ends, it's going to be like Danny all over again. It's hurtful how you're either marring the person you're dating or you're going to get a broken heart because of them.