Love Me Like You Do ~ A Justin Bieber Fan Fiction

Chapter 17: Justin is different

Chapter 17:

~Alondra's POV~

I look into Justin's eyes. I can see his hurt by just seeing me like this. -"What happened?" He asks walking towards me. I back away the second I though he got to close. He stops surprised and hurt. I didn't want to hurt him but I just need to be alone right now. -"Nothing." I reply and walk towards the door. I get in leaving Justin wondering what the fuck happened.

I walk by everyone who stop, stared, and asked me what's wrong. -"Kenny can we get out of here?" I ask sadly, he stops talking to Alfredo and turns his head towards me. -"Alondra, what happened?" He asks worried as he lifts my chin up and sees I have big red puffy eyes. -"I don't want to talk about it can we just go? I don't feel so good." I respond and he nods. I give him a small smile and we head out the door, he leads me into the car. -"Stay here, I'm going to go get the other guys." He says as I settle in, I nod and he closes the door.

I play some flashbacks about Danny in my head *flashback* Me and Danny were on my couch making out. I back away and he looks at me surprised, -"What's wrong babe?" He asks concerned. I needed to tell him. -"I can tell you anything right?" I ask curiously, he nods. -"Anything baby." He responds raising his eyebrows and kissing my cheek. I smile and look at him in the eyes. -"I used to do drugs and sleep around with different guys." I said straight forward. His face expression changes quickly, I couldn't describe it though. -"What do you mean?" He would ask a bit scared. -"I used to drink, smoke, do drugs, and have sex with guys at the club, but now I don't, you changed me and I am so happy you did." I lean in to kiss him but he backs away. I look at him sadly. -"Danny." I said looking deeply into his eyes. He stood up pushing me to the side. -"I can't do this. I need to go." He says and grabs his jacket off the ground. -"No Danny, please let me explain!" I yell before he walks out, he turns towards me. -"I can't be with someone like that. I thought you were different. I can't have a girlfriend who gets drunk, smokes and sleeps around with people, only sluts do that." He yells and a tear falls down my eyes. -"I'm sorry I just I can't, I thought I was the only one." Danny says and opens the door. -"You are the only one." I yell as he walk out the door he stops for a second and then shuts the door harshly. I run towards the door but he has already left. I push my back against the door and slowly slide down with tears running down my cheek, uncontrollably. *flashback ends*

-"Alondra!" Justin snaps me back to reality, I didn't realize I was crying non-stop. I look at Justin he is looking at me with sorrow, like when you see a lost hurt puppy in the streets. -"What?" I gulped and wiped all the fears off my face. -"What's wrong?" He asks hurt and I look out the window. -"Nothing, I'm fine." I reply and he shakes his head. -"You're obviously not fine. Why can't you just admit it?" He asks he is sounding so much like Marrisa. -"Why the fuck are you back at asking stupid questions? Can't you see I don't want to fucking talk about it you idiot?!" I yell and everyone in the car looks at me, even the driver through the review mirror. -"Alondra, Justin is just worried about you." Kenny says trying to calm me down. -"Well he should just stop pretending he cares about me, I know no one in this fucking messed up world does!" I yell at him and this time I didn't regret it.

I wanted to go home to Marrisa and have her give me ice cream as I just let out my anger and sadness out. -"Alondra." Justin says hurt. Ugh fuck him and his fake feelings. -"No stop don't talk to me I just need a shoulder to cry on okay." I said calmer once I hear Justin got hurt, I don't want to hurt anyone but they need to understand I don't fucking want them to spam me with their stupid questions. Justin and Kenny nod, I roll my eyes and look outside the window. The rest of the ride was silent.

Once we got to the hotel I ran out and into the room me and Justin are staying in. After a while he comes up into the room. -"Do you want me to sleep here with you, or should I go and sleep with the guys?" He asks wondering if I am up for sleeping with someone. I look up into his eyes. -"I'm so sorry about the car thing." I respond with tears down my cheeks. -"It's okay, I'm sorry I asked so many questions." He says walking towards me. -"You didn't I was just rude." I reply and take in a deep breath as he sits down next to me and rubs my back. -"You can sleep here but can you please get out of the room for like an hour, I need to make a phone call, I also might need an new phone." I continue and show him my broken screen. He smiles. -"We will get you a new one tomorrow." He responds and kisses my forehead, -"Hope you feel better." He continues and walks out closing the door behind him.