Loki x reader

Insanity

OMG THIS PICTURE!!! Okay, I am sorry, but it's too hilarious.

I'm still suffering from love sickness. Sorry for the crappy chapter. I can't stop randomly crying. Listening to "Hey there Delilah" right now, and I literally can barely see the keyboard to type.

your POV

It's a month later. I tried to commit suicide five times, my depression started getting so bad. I had to be locked up in Loki's old cell, the clear cylinder one. They had to put the handcuffs on me that prevent me from using my powers. I get visits from the others, and I act the energetic, happy way I always do. The only difference? Instead of hiding my masochism, dark humor, and slight insanity, I let them show. I guess my true colors have shown now. So far, I've refused to acknowledge Loki's existence when he tries to visit me. I'm expecting him today again, and he comes in. He stays invisible, hoping to get a reaction when he appears, but I know he's there. I giggle, insanely.

"Hello, Loki boy!" I say, doing a cartwheel. I laugh out loud. In this prison, I am free. I can be me. "I decided to finally let my true colors show. Yes, getting cuts and bruises pleases me. The pain is pleasant. I like small bites, too. That's actually pretty normal in people! I guess they don't really know the statistics of the world." I grin, and slam against the glass, grinning widely, staring into his eyes. "I've always had a dark humor, you're the only one who would understand it half the time! But I could never joke with you. You were my master! I knew if I let them see my dark humor earlier, I wouldn't be able to bond with them, and I'd be outcast again." I then climb the walls until I manage to hang upside down, my shirt falling to expose my stomach. "I've always been weirder than other Midgardians, and I don't make sense to them, and can be a bit bipolar. To a Midgardian, I'm a little insane." I say, then flipping back to my feet. "I was going to do everything and everyone a favor, and just die, but apparently humans have a tendency to cling to trouble!" I say, clutching my stomach, laughing so hard tears stream down my face. "How the hell do you do it, Loki? It hurts." I sob. "I'm in love with you, but you'll never return the feelings. I can't stand it. why wont you people juST LET ME DIE!" I scream, finally, slamming my fists onto the glass so hard I feel my hand fracture, and blood starts dripping down my hands.

Loki punches the glass with the sides of his fists as well, matching where mine are. "I LOVE YOU, (Y/N)!!!" He shouts at me. The tears slip down my shocked face.

"What? How? I just explained how I'm a sick little girl. I couldn't even begin to compare to you! You're basically a god, for heaven's sake! No pun intended. I'm hideous, and seriously mentally ill. Not to mention, sick, and a mere servant! I'm a BEAST!"

"Then that makes me a DEMON! I've killed so many people! I hurt those I loved, on purpose at first, but then I couldn't stop what I had started!"

"YEAH, BUT THAT WAS JUST A FEW FUCKING MISTAKES THAT SPIRALED OUT OF CONTROL BECAUSE YOU COULDN'T SEE HOW ANYONE LOVED YOU! IT WASN'T BECAUSE YOU ENJOYED HURTING YOURSELF OR OTHERS, IT WASN'T BECAUSE OF YOUR PERSONALITY!!!" I scream at him through the glass. It's just me and him in this room now. Suddenly, Loki teleports into my cell, pressing me against the inner wall of the cell, kissing me. I kiss him back, the tears sliding down my cheeks, as his kisses slowly calm me. He kisses me again, and again. He clutches my waist as tightly to him as possible with his left arm, and holds my neck/head to his face with his right hand. My trembling hands are on either side of his face, holding his face on mine.

He finally gently pulls away, and whispers a reply. "Now can you believe me?" He says. I nod, a few tears slipping past. He sweetly kisses me again, holding me bridal style, and teleporting out of the cell. He walks to his room, and we enter. It's decorated with green and gold, and hints of black here and there. The bed looks silky, and cushiony. He gently puts me on the bed, twisting his hand, putting me in a green silk nightgown. I slip under the covers, Loki following, now in only some silk green sleep pants. I start falling asleep, Loki holding me tightly to him, enveloping me in his hug.

"I love you, (y/n)... Never leave me again." he whispers before giving me a squeeze, both of us falling asleep.

Steve (captain america) POV

We all watch from the video cameras, unable to do anything. (y/n) continues to fall into a worse, and worse state, and we still don't know how to help her. Tony hasn't slept in a couple days, Loki hasn't slept in who knows how long, and I knew Thor was having trouble sleeping as well. I've had trouble sleeping too, honestly. It'd be hard to say I hadn't. Most of us had. I rub my head, watching her do random stuff. Suddenly, Loki has an outburst.

"I can't stand this anymore! I have to try again!" He says, storming out of the room. Bruce tries to stop him, but Thor holds him back.

"Wait, friend. It's different this time." Thor says, narrowing his eyes. Loki seems almost... broken, somehow. Is it possible that... No. I shake the thought from my head.

(y/n) knows he's there before he reveals himself, startling the rest of us. This is new. Plus, she's responding to Loki, who's part of the reason she's like this. She explains several things, and a lot more makes sense now. Why she never really joked with us. Why she was so eager to constantly be fighting, and why her defense always seemed wide open. Why she would laugh, and frown at random things. Despite all this, we love her like a family would; we just don't know how to help her. Suddenly, we all notice (y/n)'s voice getting louder and louder.

She's sobbing. "I'm in love with you, but you'll never return the feelings. I can't stand it. why wont you people juST LET ME DIE!" She screams, punching the glass, and we can see her blood trickle down. Loki follows suit, to our surprise.

"I LOVE YOU, (Y/N)!!!" He screams, and we all stop, shocked, and taken aback.

"What? How? I just explained how I'm a sick little girl. I couldn't even begin to compare to you! You're basically a god, for heaven's sake! No pun intended. I'm hideous, and seriously mentally ill. Not to mention, sick, and a mere servant! I'm a BEAST!"

"Then that makes me a DEMON! I've killed so many people! I hurt those I loved, on purpose at first, but then I couldn't stop what I had started!"

"YEAH, BUT THAT WAS JUST A FEW FUCKING MISTAKES THAT SPIRALED OUT OF CONTROL BECAUSE YOU COULDN'T SEE HOW ANYONE LOVED YOU! IT WASN'T BECAUSE YOU ENJOYED HURTING YOURSELF OR OTHERS, IT WASN'T BECAUSE OF YOUR PERSONALITY!!!"

(y/n) screams at him, but Loki's not having any more of it. He teleports through the glass, and kisses her. At this point, half of us stand from shock, and half of us just jaw drop. They continue making out, going way past the comfortable PDA time limit. Of course, they're probably not thinking about the people watching through a camera. They stop kissing, and Loki whispers something to her. She smiles, a few tears slipping down her cheeks. He picks her up, and gives her a gentle kiss on the lips, and then takes her off camera. We switch camera feeds, following them until they get to Loki's room. He changes their clothes, and they get int the bed. At first, we're cautious, not wanting to catch them trying anything, but we quickly realize there's none of that going on. They basically just get in bed and sleep.

"I guess we'll have to check on them in the morning then." I say, confident it's all been worked out. "I'm going to bed. The rest of you feel free to do the same." I say, and they all get up, going to their respective rooms. That night, everyone sleeps well, and you don't awaken anyone with nightmares or night terrors.