Chapter 10: I Still Love You

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"Miss Reed, I would like to have a word" I heard Mr. Tucker say from the front of the room.

God, why can't he get it. I have told him to 'forget about me' why can't he just do that? Alot of other people have not had that problem!

Ugh. I finished packing up my books and walked over to his desk. He strolled over and shut the door.

"You wanted a word, Mr. Tucker" I said.

"Melissa, what happened last night?" he asked walking back to me. He stopped right in front of me with his left hand touching the desk while my right hand was.

"What do you mean" I asked. When I really wanted to say 'I realised I don't deserve anyone and I am a slut' but of course I didn't.

"What caused the sudden change of heart. I thought I showed you, that I want you around. That I love you" he said looking into my eyes.

I looked down at my feet. I didn't know what to say. I had nothing to say back to that. He took his hand and lifted my chin up so he could stare into my eyes "Melissa, why won't you even look at me?" he asked.

It made my heart hurt how much I was hurting him. I really didn't want to hurt him.

"I-I um" I bit my lip. What should I say?

"Melissa tell me you love me" he said simply.

I love you. I love you. I love you. Is what I wanted to say but of course I didn't "I-I have to go" I said and went for the door. But when I got my hand on the handle, Mr. Tucker spun me around and pressed me against it. He leaned down and kissed me. It was a fierce, hungry kiss. Then he started trailing down my neck.

"Melissa, I love you" he said in between kisses.

I bit my lip. This guy makes it impossible to stay away from him. 'Maybe your not supposed to stay away from him' a small voice said in my head but I quickly shook it off.

He grabbed my legs and wrapped them around him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he carried me over to his desk.

"I'm going to show you, just how much I love you" he said kissing the top of my chest, above the hem of my tank top.

I bit my lip even harder. God, I need to push him away. I need to get out of here.

"Mr. Tuck-ker I-I c-can't" I said. I cursed my self for stuttering.

He pressed his hand to my jeans over the zipper and started to rub. That shut me up. I bit my lip even harder.

"Please, call me Logan" he whispered.

I laid my hands on his chest and pushed hard "Logan, stop" I whispered.

"Melissa, what happened last night?" he asked again, only inch's away from me.

I let out a small whimper with out even thinking. What did happen last night? Well my mother convinced me I was a whore again. Oh and she brought up that I was the reason for my brothers death.

He wrapped his arms around me and gave me a hug. He whispered in my ear "Melissa, you can tell me".

I pushed him away from me "no" I said and hoped off the desk. i walked to the door "just forget about me. I'm only trouble" I said and opened the door.

"Then, I want trouble" I heard Mr. Tucker whispered.

I looked back at him. He was looking at me threw a veil of eye lashes. I just shook my head and walked out of the door. I left my stuff at my desk and walked to my locker.

Zach was standing there leaning against the locker next to mine. I popped it open and grabbed my keys and my cell phone.

"Hey babe" Zach said as I closed my locker.

I forced a smile "hey".

He wrapped his arm around me "so I was thinking, me and you?" he asked.

I shook my head and stepped out of his arms. I walked to the doors and outside.

"But, what about the closet? What about the jealousy?" he asked following behind me.

I was walking to my motor bike. I stopped infront of it. I didn't say anything to Zach.

"How about this. The Halloween dance? It's this Friday. I won't bug you until then and unless you want me to I won't bug you after" he said from behind me.

I swung my leg over my bike "Fine" I said. This will be an easy way to get rid of him.

He smiled at me "see you Friday night" he said and jogged away. But once he was almost gone, the side door of the school opened. I turned my attention to Mr. Tucker.

He ran up to my bike before I could start it and drive. He stood in front of the front tire, so I couldn't move.

"Melissa-" he started but I cut him off.

"It's Miss Reed" I said abruptly.

His eyes widened in shock. "Miss Reed" he said.

"Yes Mr. Tucker" I said looking down.

"Nothing" he said simply and took a few steps away from the bike.

"Good bye Logan" I said and roared my bike to life.

I looked over at him and he just stared at me. I turned the gas on and sped away from him.

"Miss Reed" was playing over and over again in my head. The way he said it. Totally defeated, shocked and angry.

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