This... This curse consumed my thoughts and i couldn't be left alone with out others thought jumping at me. I was always being attacked by others thought and feelings and there was no misery anymore. The ending of books where ruined before I could open up to the first page. Ty was right it was all so stressful and so.. there are no words to describe it. I was getting panic attacks and even little Belle Knew thing weren't right. How do you make things right when it constantly feel like your in a living version of death laying out for you to view. What am I supposed to do put on a fake smile and pretend things are going to be ok? how could I do that when there is the constant bad thought of me walking around the corner, I used to be able to tune it out with thoughts of my books but there was no way i could do that now.
"You ok," Ty walked in the plain white room there was no other color than white other than small things that didn't make the room. "You know you can always leave me and the curse will leave you and your family?"
"Why would I do that? You make me so happy there is no way i would leave that behind."
"I can tell your not happy at least not with this curse, it haunts you and if your with me there is no way you can get rid of it. You need to leave, you need to be happy," he started
"Happy how could i be happy with the self centered Gaston who cares about nothing but the beauty of my heart but of my face," i ended with a question
"Beauty is pain, Belle," he told me
"WHAT THE HELL IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN???"
"It means that no matter the type of beauty, in the heart, in the brain, or looks, it always comes with consequences, people are always going to take advantage of your beauty," he said looking at me with eyes that seemed to get bigger I start to read his life. His dad born with beauty had everything all he could ask for. But he was selfish and he cared for nobody but himself. One night an old lady came and offered a rose in order to stay one night, Adam rejected she told him the same thing Ty just told me.
I don't answer Ty instead i just lay down on my side, my back facing him. He wraps his arm around me pecking my check and neck. It had felt like i was melting in his arms and i never wanted him to let go. He made me feel safe more than safe, protected. I feel protected unlike when i was with Gaston. Gaston made me feel like i had to watch out for other girls that could easily replace me. Why did Ty make me feel like this? Why could i not always have a feeling of being safe and warm.
"I love you Belle, with all my heart but we both know you need to go until i figure out how to break this curse. Your not safe."
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Beauty is pain?
Fantasy"LOOK AT ME HE CARES ABOUT YOU, I CARE ABOUT YOU. I want you to know that he cares because I care enough to let you be happy and put all my feelings behind. You don't understand I can see the future, but part of me thinks that things will turn out d...
