Eternity

Call my name

I was actually surprised when Yuuri asked to leave because he was hungry. He's actually started eating without me whining. Of course I still cool because he likes my cooking but now he's able to have what he would call a snack and we would call lunch. That's what I'm making now, cooked lunch. I love bacon so I made extra in case I wanted more. I walk back in the living room with two plates of fried egg, bacon, sausage and some bread. Of course he's sat at the window, I brought him a pillow from his room so he felt more comfortable when he sat there. I sit down next to him placing the plates on the floor in front of us. "Thank you." He layers his food onto the bread in an orderly fashion. He gives me a wide smile like a child before biting into it. "Mmmm." I chuckle to myself and lean my head on him as I take a bite of my own sandwich. We sit in a comfortable silence as we eat, watching the world go by. Because my apartment is one of the higher floors of the building, we get to see nearly the whole of the city centre. Sitting here with him nearly everyday, I finally see what he finds so fascinating. The everyday people in their everyday lives, all joining together in one community. I never found that very interesting before, but with Yuuri, it's one of my new favourite things to watch. Freedom. They're all free to do what they like, although most are going to work. "Yuuri? Do you still feel like you want to die?" I ask out of nowhere shocking him. He stays silent for longer than needed for a simple yes or no question. I feel his hand on the back of my head stroking my hair. "A bit. I've kinda pushed it back so I could spend time with you without dragging the mood down." I sigh and open my eyes to his depressed body. "Okay. I still have to work then." I see a small appreciative smile form on his mouth as he leans down and kisses my forehead then leans his own against mine. "I don't see why though. I should probably shut up before you loose it again. I don't want to hurt you." I cup his cheek and lean forward pecking his lips. "You won't. It's how you feel, and I'll always listen." I hear a noise coming from the wall as a buzz fills the apartment. "Who's at the door?" I mumble. I stand up and walk over to the wall where the device is. I press the centre button and the video feed comes up with Yurio standing there, with what was his name, Otabek? "Be right back, Yuri is here." I walk to the door and slowly open it, peering around the corner. "What?" He frowns and pushes the door ajar. "Well hello to you too." I move aside and let them in, closing the door behind me. Yuri walks to the living room and Otabek stand there unsure on what to do. "Yuri you twat, take your fucking shoes off!" I hear a whatever being shouted from the other room and see Otabek take his shoes off. "They're in there, follow me." I walk into the living room and find Yuri throwing his shoes at me. "You're so annoying you old man." I frown and place his boots on the mat. "Says you. Move over, I was sat there." He shuffles over and I sit back down next to Yuuri at the window. "There's a perfectly good sofa, why do you guys always sit on the floor?" Yuuri shrugs and explains. "I'm accustomed to sitting on the floor. We don't really have sofas in my house." Yuri shrugs his shoulders and walks over to sit on the sofa, telling Otabek to sit down too. "Why are you here?" I ask leaning my head on Yuuri's shoulder. "Gramps." My mouth forms an o shape as I nod, understandingly. "Oh okay, what happened." He shrugs his shoulders. "I don't trust him being around Otabek. He might catch us and throw me out." I hear a gasp from Yuuri and turn my head confused. "That's horrible. I'm sure Victor will always welcome you." He shrugs his shoulders again and leans on Otabek. "Beka... don't feel so stiff, he's cool about it." I see Otabek relax and take Yuri's hand. "You do realise we're together right? Why wouldn't I be cool about it?" I say lifting Yuuri's hand. "I don't know, you're old fashioned and would want to know more about him." I laugh to myself at his statement. "Nah, your life. And I'm not old fashioned, there's a difference between being old fashioned and living through the old fashion." He looks confused at my comment. "I'm older than you think." I hear Yuuri sigh and turn to see him with drooping eyes. "You okay? You look tired." He nods and leans forward, resting his head on my lap. "Yeah, just let me close my eyes." I smile to myself and stole his hair as he calms down. "You guys are so.. ugh." I look up and frown at him. "That's rude. I could say the same about you but I won't. It's a bit mean to include Otabek just because you're an arse." I hear Yuuri giggle as Otabek stifles a laugh too. "Hey! I'm not an arse..." he mumbles the end and hides in Otabek's chest. "Are." He sticks his tongue out at me. "Child." He frowns and leans back into Otabek. "Oh, don't be afraid to speak Otabek. Or are you just a quite person?" He picks up his hand with two fingers indicating the latter. "Quiet." I nod and continue messing with Yuuri's hair. I start to plait it as he's growing it out. I hear the whisper from Yuri which I probably wasn't meant to hear. "Not when you fuck me, you're a moaning mess." I hide the fact I nearly die from keeping in my laughter. "Haha, whisper quieter." I look up to see Yuri in shock and going red from embarrassment. Otabek isn't fazed. "Yeah you should." He states and Yuri punches his playfully. "Says the guy who hasn't had sex with Yuuri yet." I feel Yuuri stiffen on my lap as he listens. "Well, we're taking it at a comfortable pace. I don't want to force anything on him. I respect he's not ready." I look down to see him smiling as his hand strokes my arm. "Thank you." He opens his eyes and stares into mine. I can't help but feel my chest go tight and butterflies in my stomach. He looks so beautiful. I lean down and rub my nose against his. "Anything." We're interrupted by Yurio speaking again. "Cringe. Okay whatever, enough of the lovey dovey stuff. Let's go to the ring." Yuuri sits up from my lap and picks his glasses back up from the floor. "How many people are there?" He shrugs but answers. "Not a lot you need to concern yourself with, it's a private ring so only a few annoying drama queens." I laugh. "Including you." He frowns and throws a couch cushion at me. "Last straw before I murder you." I notice Yuuri shaking slightly. "Yu, it's okay. We don't have to go if you don't want to." He shoots his head up shaking it. "No I do, I just... People." I bring him into a hug and kiss his forehead. "Stay by me then. Or Yuri, ether way you won't be left on your own. If you need the toilet, I'll follow you into the bathroom if you don't want to be on your own. Obviously if you're against it I won't but I'll wait outside." He smiles appreciatively. "Okay." I stand up and pull him with me as he slides his glasses back on. "Come on then Yuuri, douche, Beka." Yuri says as he heads to pick up his boots. "I really wish you'd stop calling me names, you little twerp." When shoos me away as we head over to put our own boots on. "Whatever, stop calling me names then." We get ready to go as me and Yuri argue over name calling like children. "You two are like brothers." Otabek says out of nowhere. "He's no way like my brother. My brother was a lot nicer and had proper manners." I see Yuri look up at me confused. "Was?" He asks. I take Yuuri's hand in mine for comfort. "He died when we were kids. It was a long time ago, forget about it." I leave the apartment with the three trailing behind me.

I shouldn't of said that. I only trust Yuuri with my past. "Victor? Wait up." I stop as Yuuri catches up and hooks onto my arm. "I shouldn't have said that, I only trust you." I lean my forehead against his as the other two slowly make their way over. "What do you mean?" He ask looking into my eyes. "I only trust you knowing my past. I can tell you anything but no one else. There's something I've never told you as well." He stand there confused as he moves his head away. "My name isn't Victor. It's Luka. Victor was my brother but I ran out of aliases." He stands there in shock. "Yuuri?" He smiles warmly. "Hello Luka, it's nice to finally meet you." He says in a calm manner and pulls me into a hug. "Hello Yuuri."

Well that was a twist. Did you like that twist?
Idk if I do myself but ooooo drama