Only Time Will Tell (redoing)

15- Mixed Feelings

No flashback this chapter!!!

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Friday

2:18am

2 weeks later
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Queen's pov

"What we're you thinking? You think you can just sneak up in this house and steal our money! You must have me fucked up if you think ima let you out alive!" I said cocking my gun back. "I-I, I didn't w-want too! M-my boss s-sent m-m-me!" He said shaking. He literally pissed his pants. I shook my head in disgust. "Oh! OK then! I'll let you go!" I said with a smile. "Really!" His eyes lit up. "Nope!" I said.

*Fires gun in his head*

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"Where are we?" I asked. "We are in a mall..." He said. "What's a mall?" I said confused. "A place with a whole bunch of stores, you can buy a whole bunch of brands." He said. I looked around. "Oh! So it's just like.... Shopping?" I said excited about all the things i might want to get. "Yeah! You never been to one?" He asked.
"Nope! Never even heard of one!" I said truthfully. "Well! What are you waiting for? Let's go.... Ummm... Shopping!" I said walking ahead of him. He followed. I was looking at the different floors, with the different stores. I've really never been to one before! This is like, paradise! As I was thinking, some girl bumped into me, so hard that I almost fell.  "Oops!" She said laughing. I stood up straight then looked back at her with a smile.

"You think that was funny?" I said smiling "You deserved it!" She said.
"And why is that huh?" I said still smiling, but slowly pulling my gun from behind me. "Because! Nobody likes you QUEEN! You're just a stuck up little bitch, who thinks shes sooooo special that she has king! And because of you! King is dead! Now we don't even know what to do!" She said. We? Who the fuck is we? I was so confused at her words. King! Who is king..... "Who is king?" I asked putting my gun back in place. "What do you mean who is king? Your husband, boyfriend, everything, ride or die....." She said. "Come again? Who is this King guy? Are we some how related? Or did we have a past?" I asked. I wanted to know what she was talking about. I was extremely confused. "Queen? Are you kidding me! King is-

"Not to be spoken about! Don't you ever say that name around queen ever again! And if I see you around here, or anywhere.... I will kill you! I suggest you move to another state, another country instead!" He said cutting her off. "Leo! That was rude! You didn't have to say that! She was just telling me about a guy named king!" I semi-yelled. "Well king isn't here! I'm here, and that's all you gon need! Let's go!" He said pissed. This isn't the first time someone has mentioned king's name. They keep telling me about him. Every little thing they tell me, I put piece by piece. For some reason, leonel doesn't want me to know about him. But I want to find out about this King guy!

Is he special?.....

Laina's pov

"Visiting hours are over ma'am, but since your "family" I guess you can stay for a little while." The nurse said giving me attitude. I mean mugged her and rolled my eyes. She just walked out as the door closed behind her. I looked at Bernard. Beside him was, King. I just want to kill him. He did this to Bernard, and I'll never forgive him. He's lucky that he is alive, but he's in a coma. That gives me more of an opportunity to kill him. Fast & quiet! Bernard....... Wait! Why do I keep thinking about Bernard! I don't love him! He's my enemy! But...... he loves me. I don't love him back! I'm pretending to love him! Yeah! That's all I need to do.... I just gotta keep this up ya'know!
I heard grunting and moans come from the side of me. Bernard was waking up from his coma.

"BARNARD!" I said out loud, just to cover my mouth. I can't believe I just screamed his name out loud like that! I know for sure that I don't love him! I put my hand over my forehead. "Laina?" He said. "Laina. Is that you?" He said. I wanted to keep quiet, but of course my stupid self would talk. "Yes! Bernard! It's me!" I said so lovingly. Ugh, God! Why don't you just kill me already!!!! "Come're!" He said putting his hand out. As much as I wanted to resist taking his hand, my dumb brain can't understand! Of course my hand grabs onto to his! He pulls me closer to him. I don't even know how..... but somehow I managed to get on top of him! I lay on top of him while he rubs my back! He felt so warm. Is hand rubbing my back so soft. "Were, you worried bout me?" He said. NO! "Yes!" I said.
"Do you love me?" He said. Absolutely NOT! "Definitely!" I said.
"Do you know that I love you?" He asked. Yes! And I don't like it at all! If only you knew that I was using you, we wouldn't be in this position!
"Of course!" I said "I love you Laina, I'm willing to do anything for you, you know that right? Anything my love! Just ask!" He said. Can you KILL YOURSELF! "There's nothing I need from you right now! Except for your love....thats all!" I said so meaningless, but it sounded meaningful to me! His raspy voice sounded so sexy. It melt my heart melt. Ugh i hate how is voice can have so much power over me. "I'm tired! Let's get some sleep!" He said while dozing off, minutes before I dozed off! Ugh! I HATE Bernard!

But deep down inside I love him...

I couldn't give 2 fucks about his love for me!

But his love heals me......

He's just one less man I could care about on this planet!

But in my heart....it tells a different story......I will love him even if we are millions of galaxies apart.....

I..... Love......him!

Chapter 15

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This chapter is kinda short!!!! I'm bored asf.... and NONE OF MY FAVORITE AUTHORS ARE UPDATING MY FAVORITE BOOKS FROM THEM!!!!! I BOUGHT A WHOLE GALLON OF TEA AND WHERE DID IT GO!!!! TO WASTE!!! But it's all good!!!!!! For now!!!