Lost In This Mind

Wednesday Madness

January 5

4:00 p.m. 

The sun was no where to be seen and the new group sadly wasn't at my house the only one able to make it was Bokuto. But oh well I mean Bokuto isn't gonna stay long but, he said he could chill for a few hours. And Kenma said that he'd call me later tonight, which honestly made me really happy because I mean he's so cute and so sweet and gosh. His small cute body and his attitude has slightly changed over that past few days he talks a little bit more still not much because he's usually playing some game on his psp or his phone but that's okay he still smokes with us and just in general is good company. 

"Dude did you know Kenma had a tumblr?" Bokuto had said out of nowhere. We were both just taking a break day, kinda. I mean I was going to smoke later but I don't know about Bo. He might sneak over to Akaashi's knowing him that's probably what he would do. 

"Holy shit no way! Move over I wanna see!" I shoved Bokuto so I could see what was on my computer. Yes I trusted Bokuto to use my computer what a shocker I know. Kenma's blog was a pastel pink color and his profile photo was hopefully not him because it was of someones neck covered in hickies. Like yeah it was hot but I mean I've only known him for three days but he's so cute and I don't want to think about how others have seen his body in ways I probably never will. His main header said "Princess" in a cute kinda cursive font in a lavender color. He had no description on his blog. "Scroll down" I told Bokuto I was getting kinda angry because there were a bunch of video on his blog and many pictures that were obviously him I mean they were tagged like "#pantiesoftoday : #nsfw : #princessboy : #kittenboy : #babyboy : #actuallyme I was a mix of angry and horny because some of the pictures were so great and there were the occasional video that was obviously him masturbating which fuck I was most definitely going to watch later. The pictures were either of him in panties or his outfits of that day which were probably mostly on weekends. Bokuto scrolled down even further until we found a picture that was actually showing Kenma's face. 

It was him and Hinata both in short high wasted skirts and cute sweaters. Kenma's was black and white though and it had little cute cat heads all over it, the sweater was a cute baby blue. It looked adorable on him. Hinata's skirt was pastel pink and a white sweater to go with it. They looked so cute together. We scrolled a little further to see the caption and it was actually kinda funny. "I dressed up my friend to surprise his boyfriend for there date tonight" My heart kinda melted. 

"OOOOh I should ask Kenma to dress up Akaashi like this for me, he would look so cute!" Bokuto said fangirling over Kenma's good choice of clothing. 

"Dude we should stop looking at this maybe it's like Kenma's safe thing that one site he wants no one he knows to find." I said I was still kinda turned on by the earlier images and I just didn't want to be fully turned on while Bokuto was here. Plus he might think it'd be weird for me to be so attracted to Kenma while only knowing him for three days. I took my laptop away from him before switching to youtube I quickly clicked the follow button because boy I was definitely going to go all the way through his blog later. I put on my latest weakness Katy Perry's Part of me. I put my computer down on the bed as my computer was blasting the music. I grabbed my phone and looked to see if Kenma had messaged me but sadly no messages. Him and Hinata were going to Hinata's little sisters birthday party tonight. Why HInata had dragged Kenma I don't know he could've dragged Kageyama. Oh well though I mean I probably wouldn't have found his gem of a tumblr. "Bo?" 

"Yes??" When me and Bokuto are in either deep thought stressed or sad we use nicknames his is Bo and mine is bro. I have no clue when it started happening but it did and now it's habit. 

"How did you find his tumblr? And you can't tell the others about it no matter what." I asked him as I flopped onto my bed laying down. A strong huff/sigh came out of Bokuto as he sat up.