Lost In This Mind

After School

January 3rd, 3:30 p.m. 

Kuroo: 

We had walked home together today, all of us. Kenma, Akaashi, Bokuto, Hinata, Kageyama and myself. It was weird but fun. I watched as Bokuto was making fun of Akaashi and Kenma stood by them giggling as he listened in on the jokes. Kageyama ahead of us giving Hinata a piggy back ride because he claimed to be to tired to walk the eight minutes it would take to get back to my apartment. They were cute. So were Bokuto and Akaashi but not as cute as Kenma. 

I should probably explain what it going on with Bokuto and Akaashi. Well simply both have told me of there feelings. Akaashi told me one day when Bokuto had stayed home very sick. I ended up convincing Akaashi to go to his house and make sure he was okay. While Bokuto had told me one day while we were walking to the beach. I remember how he smiled at the sunshine over the ocean as we were going downhill to the beach entrance. He smiled lightly as he told me everything he loved about Akaashi. It was truly adorable. I want to know more about Kenma so I can tell him everything I love about him. 

I snapped back into reality as Kenma had been pulling on  my sleeve as we where getting close to my apartment. "Kuroo how was your day?" he asked me such  simple question out of nowhere. How sweet. 

"It was great I mean it's nice to see new people and get to enjoy the company of others. Ya know?" I am trying so hard to act cool around Kenma it isn't funny. I smiled lightly though as my attention turned to Hinata and Kageyama as they were laughing about something.  "They sure are cute." I chuckled lightly after saying that. Kenma is probably straight. Or probably not even into me, I mean I'm so tall and scary looking to most. And here he is walking beside me looking like an angel in his pastel pink sweater. 

"yeah they are cute, I wish I had a relationship like they do." I almost stopped walking because geez I don't know if that means he is gay or what but I felt my heart beat much, much faster after that. I smiled down at him though. 

"You will one day, Love is for everyone no matter what." I said to Kenma he looked sad now... I wonder if I offended him. Maybe I said something wrong. 

"Do you ever think you are meant to observe more than feel? Like love... That it just isn't for you?" Kenma  asked me, he wasn't looking at me instead he was looking forward to Hinata and Kageyama. How adorable they looked together. 

"Kenma I don't know anything about your past but I believe you will find the love of your life and when you do it will be everything. It will be the greatest thing to ever happen. You will see. Remember my words okay and you have to keep in contact so when you meet someone I can tell you I told you so." I said in a joking manner. Kenma still looked sad so instead of saying anything else to worsen his mood I slowed my pace on walking and took his backpack off of his small shoulders. 

"Hey Kuroo what are you doing?" I put my bag lazily over my shoulder like always and had Kenma's over my shoulders on my stomach. It was easy to carry. Next I walked a little faster and stopped right in front on Kenma and bent down so he could hop onto my back. "Kuroo are you offering me a piggy back ride really?" He said in this tone that I couldn't quiet figure out so I just stayed quiet. "Fine...." He hopped onto my back he didn't weight much geez.. I might as well have him stay with me I'd always make him food. 

"You looked sad and well you shouldn't be sad all the time with a smile that amazing." I said trying to act cool and not dorky. All I felt was Kenma hands tighten on the straps of his backpack on my shoulders. 

I think I heard him whisper a small thank you. I'm unsure. Oh well we have finally made it to my apartment and I know Charlene is home but honestly I don't care about her right now if she has anything to say she'll say it later after everyone has left. Of course Hinata and Kageyama sat on the couch again. Kenma wouldn't let go of me so I sat us down on the bed he let go but stayed sitting behind me. It was actually kinda cute. Bokuto and Akaashi let themselves stretch out all over my bed Bokuto had his head lazily on Akaashi's lap... They were so fucking cute they just need to get together. I was so distracted by putting on some music I didn't notice Kenma trying to ask me something. Until Hinata grabbed my attention how he knew Kenma was talking was crazy but oh well....