dear diary

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Yay... I feel so awkward ... Let's get on with the story (there is a good part and bad I will do bad at the start)

OK SO I have been getting bullied again why D: this is normal it is just I thought it was over all the "go kill your self" and things like that idek what life is supposed to be I won't give up but me feelings for life are for the world just to hate u and hurt you slowly and give you pain so wut I have to say is guys do not go kill your self even if life is the worst for all you know someone could be going through worse so I say hope for those people 😄 I know you are not reading this but if you are do what I said ^~^ now to the awkward part...

OK SO today I was at school a normal day till I get a note at the middle of the day and well it was from Lexie saying " the new main ship is deigo X Celeste .3. " I just look at her and say " I am telling him you said that" she says " I will tell you uhhh... Ummm ... STALK HIM YEAH STALK HIM" I looked at her again and tell her "we are talking in the halls " she nods and get back to work after class walking for her to go to a bus and me a car ( this is because of family problems I won't say ) I ask her "wh-" Lexie says" wanna come to play lazer tag with me and jelly ?" I just look at her and nod( yes I have become more quiet in class now coz of my awkwardness :P ) she then screams the ship and I go to my mom she says " why are you pink / rosey  " (WTH ? I WANTED TO WRITE I WAS PINK COZ I DID FEEL LIKE I WAS GOING TO THROW UP AND I HAD A BADDD HEADACHE AND I STILL GO TO SCHOOL  ;D so no it was not blush people I will NEVER LIKE SOMEONE UNDERSTAND so :P that means I might not write as much now :P)

OK EVERYONE I AM DONE WITH THAT PAGE BAIII

(Something from before)

Me:wings said to suck your kid backwards (idk what it meant I was so innocent till he told me I am dieing and no I thought is was just a wrong word but he told me something a guy has called a 756855 not saying it)

Ben: go deal with it ur self mate

Me: no more soft Ben ? (Yes when I was not telling the story he had turned into a softy idk anymore)

Me: also don't say mate say it like m8 (coz to me when people say mate in chat and spell it as mate I think they mean lover so when a person means it in a friend way I say it as m8) the endddddd Luella out