dear diary

liers and what started this

ok so there are two storys here one is what happened with jelly dia and lexie the other is what is clair to me and how that happened this will be split into 2 parts so get ready  I will right the next part maybe at night :P(nvm when I was done with this it was night but I will write the next part soon)

ok so it all started one day before lunch in the cold in my mind " why have they been ignoring me more ?"(jelly lexie and dia)so we were walking around and lexie stops and tells me "dia does not like you" I just look at here she says "we don't like you ether coz you just like to walk" (they told me they told me they liked walking a lot) so I look at them and say"... k guess you don't want me here" they said nothing so they did not want me lexie kept on looking at me not the others they would sit by my the next few days and they would tease me then one day  jelly said she wanted to talk to me in the halls (I forgave her ) she told me "lexie was saying things like celeste was saying jelly should be dead or should get away "(I am to much of a softy I could not even tell on someone or tell someone that ._.) I tell her "you know I would never say something like that right?

so yeah that is over and all of us are friends but lexie :P she has not been going to school so that is creepy and same with another kid

now onto the war (the war has calmed down but it has not stoped fully)

at the end of last school I meet a blond (you all know I HATE blonds ) on the bus named clair  I just talked to the little kids as normal but I guess I went to talk to her and her sister the next day so I walked over to the next seat over to her and say "hello! ^-^"(yes I was not shy before if you try to say hi to me I will most likely say "h-h-h-hello.." but if I know you well I will talk normal) so we talk and we start becoming rlly rlly close like sisters (just not) and so I keep on giving her candy and things and soon she is not herself she is acting more as if she was only there for the things I give her she gets rlly needy and so I tell her "uhh.. clair ? I kinda don't wanna be friends you have changed you are more bossy and mean " (this is when I turned shy and now the time is this school year) so she gets mad at me my birthday comes around and it is my turn to sit on the stage with another person I hang with (in time she is like s sister to me) so we both go up we are talking about stuff and me and jess are giggling then we hear clair:"oh she is fighting with me coz of pencils" my friends are down there one looking sad and the rest with her and laughing I look and jess she says "just ignore them it is your b-day month :D" the rest of the day I get laughed at and made fun of but some people (if you remember she made a big deal and things like that) so everyday she got more popular and I turned more shy and hurt by the day she would push me off of swings talk bad about me and even take things away from me

so now she ignores me and I wear glasses and she wears glasses but  when she puts them on it is a big mess well I am out people if you guys wanna know what else has happened in the year like the magical start you may ask for a chap on that and I will write it ^-^ and maybe I will write about last school year if you also want (I was rlly rlly crazy and had lots of drama in my life so Luella out!!! BAI!!! :3