Only for You

Chapter 15

I have had nightmares since that day of them calling me. Would they really do that? Take the people I love?

I hope they wont. I know people say that alot but I really dont want them to. The closest people to me are the only people I have. Without them I am nothing.

I know I have the guys protecting us but I feel..... I just feel thats not enough. I know I sound selfish but this is what I feel.

I want them to protect the closest people to me too but thats not an option.

They dont know. I cant drag them in to this. Who will they take anyway?

"Everything is gunna be alright"

Yeah I've heard that before.

Dont say things like that. I mean dont say things you dont know will come true. No need to put your hopes up.

Thousands, millions times thats been said and thats never been true.

Easier said then done right?

I just wish I knew who they would take. I can be prepared for what ever can be thrown at us.

I think its alright to say I have not had a good life.

First I've never met, seen or heard my mother. Maybe I have I dont know. But I was only a baby. A new born baby. I dont think that counts.

Second. Since coming to this place, the place of my dreams. My life. Well my life has just been turned upside down. People say they'd like to have this life. A difference. Being different. Having a life full of danger and boys. But I say "no you dont" being paranoid is not a good thing. Worrying 24/7 about the people you love but people you dont know whose gunna get hurt next.

Third. Getting told I'm loosing the people closest to me. People I only have. But I dont know who is the target. I dont even know if they are capable of doing that.

I just wanted to have a perfect, happy life. A life full of laughter, full of peace but I guess you never get what you want.

Selfish I know. But I wish I never met Marley. Half of me is happy I met Marley, the other wishes I never.

Marley is my best friend. I love her to pieces. But I wish I never met her because I would not be living like this.

What is wrong with me? I wish for things that are the best things that have ever happened to me.

My dad has always been my best friend. Having another, a girl for once is great. I mean I had friends but most people didnt bother me. I had friends but I pushed them away. Not intended but I used to like being alone. When I needed someone no one was there.

My dad used to work late. I had no one to talk about my day. I used to cut. People think I'm perfect. Hell no.

No ones perfect. Perfect people are fake.

"Run!" Harry yelled at me. He ran off leaving me frozen in the middle of the street confused.

The guys had taken me out to the shops to have some bonding time. I dont know. I didnt really listen.

Strong arms grabbed me. I turned around to see the shop keeper ahold of me. What did they do?

He took me back into the shop. He grabbed his phone to phone someone. The police I'm guessing.

In like 20 minutes they did come. There stern faces and uniform only made me scared. I havent done anything but I had nightmares of these people.

They handcuffed me and took me out. They were saying things but my mind was zoned out. There voices were muffled.

People staring at me. I saw a glimpse of Harry. Hes a dead man. They pushed my head in gently and drove off.

I looked out the window. We passed a park. It was filled with children, laughing, playing, just generally having fun. There was a little girl and a dad.

Tears brimmed my eyes. It reminds me of my dad and I.

I promised him I'd call him every night. Another person I have let down. I know its nothing and he wont be bothered by it, I still feel guilty.

They opened the door and helped me out. I walked into the large building. A blank white screen covered a wall. They gave me a name plate.

They motioned me to get infront of the screen. I got in front of it. A flash of a camera was blinding. I turned to my sides and they did the same again.

They brought me into a cell. I sat down on the thing behind. It felt like hours. Hours just filled with nothing.

People go threw this for days, months or years. Why is this necessary. All you do is think. In a room filled with nothing, nothing to do. Thinking in a blank state is not good.

I slowly got claustrophobia. I slid down on the floor hugging my knees. I rocked back and forth. Tears rolling down my face.

"I dont like it, I dont like it at all" I muttered to myself. Pathetic. Dont I just sound pathetic.

Some guards came in and dragged me out.

I saw the face smirking at me.

Harry.

The walked me straight passed him. I looked back and he was smirking at me.

I'll slap that stupid smirk of his face.

They took me to the main desk. I signed my name after they unlocked the cuffs. They brought me back to Harry and he walked me out.

He opened the door of his car for me. I got in and the rest of the boys were there.

Louis chuckled. I turned around and punched him straight in the face.

"What was that for?" He shrieked. Shocked with what I had just done.

The guys just laughed at him.

"What did you do?" I yelled at all of them.

"We didnt have any money" Harry said.

"Why did I get arrested?" I said appalled with what they had done.

"Because you just stood there" Louis chuckled again. I warned him with my fist and he backed off.

"Just take me home" I said pulling the seatbelt on.

"Sorry" they all mumbled.

I looked at all their faces and they did look like they were guilty with what they did.

Harry pulled up at uni. I got out and walked up to my dorm room. The door was wide open. I looked inside and everything was trashed.

I went inside and Marley was not in here.

On her bed was a note. It read.

Stupid girls!

Marley wasnt so clever coming back on her own was she.

I hope you arnt that stupid Destiny-Jane Scott.

Yeah we know who you are.

We warned you didnt we? But did you listen! Nope! And this is just the beginning, we have a lot more coming!