New beginnings (Sequal to 1D adoption)

Chapter 4

~2 Years Later~

Tomorrow's my 14th birthday. I've lost faith in the boys. There never coming back. They aren't mine. I wish they were. I took down the pictures of them hoping I would forget them but I can't. It's hard. Aviary got adopted so I have no one. Here at least. I am alone...again.

Sometimes I think i'm not living a life, i'm just living. I don't know my purpose in life. My life has completely changed from the start. I don't talk to any one. People think i'm giving them the silent treatment. I'm not.

Well really I'm shutting myself out from the world. I don't want to face outside again. To many things happened that I don't want to relive.

I sit in my room, shedding tears. Life is just to hard. Is it sad I don't see a future for me? Yeah. It is. I fall back onto my pillow. Starring into the ceiling, my mind was completely blank. I hear a knock on my door.

"Yes?" I call.

"How ya doing honey?" Mrs. Duncan says entering the room.

"Fine." I sigh.

"I know they haven't come back, but you can't give up hope." She says.

"Well I have. I know them well and they would've come back by now." I say

"I know but sweetie..."

"I don't want to hear it." I spat.

A tear rolls down my cheek. Mrs. Duncan sighs and leaves the room. What did I do to deserve this? Nothing. I sigh. I flop back on my bed. Thinking. I slowly close my eyes.

~Dream~

I was alone. Wanting to kill myself. My sadness and anger was taking over me. I walk into the bathroom, blade in hand. I hold it to my wrists. Just as I'm about to cut them, a voice came through my head.

'Don't do it sweetie.' It said.

'Dad?'

'Yes sweetie it's Harry. Don't do it where coming back for you don't worry. We'll be back.' He said.

I dropped the blade and went back into the room. There they were standing there.

~End of dream~

I jump up. I look around and they weren't their. I sigh. I hear a knock in my door.

"Come in." I call.

"Happy birthday!" Mrs. Duncan says coming in with a birthday breakfest.

"Thank you!" I say.

It was pancakes, eggs and bacon. The pancake had a candle in the middle. I smile and blow it out. Mrs. Duncan claps. I begin to eat. It was DELICIOUS.

"Did you cook this?" I ask.

"Not by myself."

"Who helped?"

"Maggie."

She is the girl who despises me.

"Really?"

"Yeah."

"Well tell her I say thank you." I say.

"Your welcome."

Maggie enters my room with half a smile in her face.

"I wanted to make it up to you because i've been really mean to you." She says handing me a card that says 'Happy Birthday!'

"Thank you." I say.

"No problem." She says.

All of us laughed and talked until I was finished with my food. Mrs. Duncan left and so did Maggie. I sit in my room alone in silence. I was thinking of that dream. I didn't know what to think of it. Are they really coming?

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Sad :(

Hope you like it. So sorry for the long wait! I was having writers block so @music_is_life165 helped me so give some credit to her! Love you all.

Candy!

-Kass81901