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Patrice's POV~

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Laying in bed thinking of Kwon Ji-yong was not what I wanted to do. I mean, It's not like I don't do it but I don't like it. Well, not this time. I don't understand why i'm so mad either. Girls would be happy to have the famous G-Dragon all over them. Even I'm not immune to his charms. And maybe that's the problem. We were suppose to be talking and then his hands are all over me. But I hate myself more because I miss them there.

He could always light a fire to my skin. And when we first kissed four years ago, it was like magic. Even if he may not remember it. 

 We had just came back from on of G's world tour concerts the U.S. in 2013. Alana was back at home on her visit to meet her mom and I just didn't feel like going with her. So G invited me to preform at one of his world tour dates instead. When we cleared it with the Boss, he decided I  should dance back ground. He didn't want people to know that we had signed to YG as trainees yet. I was fine with that as long as I was near G.

The girls helped me learn the dances and cues to the songs. And when the concert was over we all went out for drinks. It was the first time I preformed with out Alana next to me and I sort of liked it. I thought at that moment that one day when we debuted, doing solo activities wouldn't be so bad. But I would never leave Alana, she just made us better. She was a better singer and dancer than I was. I had to work twice as hard to keep up with her. But just we fit well together. When I was lacking she looked out for me. And when I'm down on myself she cheers me up. It was hard for me to catch on to things.  And she would stick to me till I had it down. But when I got it, it stuck.

I really didn't drink that night because I was just staying to do the one concert not the whole tour, and I had a plane to catch the next morning with Alana back to Korea. So, as I was walking back in the hallway to my hotel room I saw G near my door with a bag in his hand. It looked like he wanted to knock, so I walked up beside him as he was thinking what should he do. He must not have heard me because when he turned around he jumped. I laughed at that. He looked like he was caught stealing or something. He laughed with me for a while and I asked him what he was doing here. He said he wanted to just say hi.

So me being me, I asked if he wanted to come in. He lifted the bag and asked if I wanted to have a drink. I thought ok, I'm in the safety of my room. We walked inside and he took a seat on the bed closer to the window. I shared a room with one of the other dancers but she was down stairs drinking with everyone else.It just so happened that G sat on my bed. We have been getting to know each other for the last year, with flirting here and there. So him asking to have a drink with me was common.

We opened the drinks and he poured me a cup full. He poured himself a cup then pushed back till his back hit the head board to my bed and he crossed his legs at the ankles. He looked so comfortable in my bed like he owned it. We talked and we laughed. We seem to always have a good time when we were together. We were almost finished the bottle of whatever we were drinking and I was a little buzzed at this time. He seemed to be in a worse state than I was.  This may be  because he drank most of the bottle. So,  I was going to call it a night. He had another concert to do the next night and I had a plane to catch to get back.

As I was getting up to throw away the cups and the bottle, he pulled me to him. He looked at me and said something I will never forget. "I think your Beautiful." 

My heart raced a mile a minute, and then I cleared my head knowing it was just the alcohol talking. He really wouldn't say something like that to me if he was sober. So, I did the only thing I could think of, I tried to pull away from him and lift him up to get him to his room before my roommate came in. This would start a true scandal, headlines would read: G- DRAGON CAUGHT IN HOTEL ROOM WITH YG TRAINEE. 

That would be the end of both of us, well more me than him but he's the most important right now. Well, like I said, I tried to pull away, the word tried implied but he held on. His hand that was once on the bed next to him was now wrapping itself around my waist. And pulling me closer to him. We were now face to face in my bed, and my heart would not stop racing.

He pulled my chin so my face was looking at him and he said my name. I looked in his eyes and it looked like he was fighting with his self on something. He moved his face closer to mine and I could feel his breath on my skin. His lips a mere few itches from mine. I could not move, and even if I could I know now that I had not wanted to. 

I wanted this kiss. I always have. When we first meet, I love Big Bang and G-Dragon for their music and talent. Also they were all good-looking. Who would not love them. But since that moment a year ago things had changed and I got to know each member for who they were outside of what they showed on T.V.

Seungri was a true play boy and lady killer. He liked to talk as well, and told the best jokes when he was trying to get you to laugh. Taeyang was soft spoken at times but he understood hard work, he worked as hard as any of the other members and he was fun to talk to. When Alana and I want to just chill and talk in English we call Tae. TOP, well, he was a big goof ball. And he fit so well with Alana's more serious side most of the time. Now Alana could be funny as well and when their both being goof balls, things can be come a little out of  hand. TOP's a really good drinking buddy and when we need to have a good wine we call him. Now Dae, he's just amazing. He's so easy to talk too and he tries to understand what your going through. Out of everyone Dae and I have become the closes.  

They all became family to us as we have stayed in Korea that past year. 

His lips moved closer to mine again, and I just let it happen. I felt his lips touch mine next and my body reacted. I wanted this and when he made the kiss deeper I did not object. I opened myself up for him and enjoys what he was giving me. Thinking that he is just drunk and I'm a little buzzed, he won't remember this the next morning anyway. Might as well enjoy this while I can.

I was kissing G-Dragon and it was amazing. Nothing could ruin this moment for me. We pulled away so we could breath. and I looked in to his eyes again. It seemed the battle that he had with himself was over. And he was clear of mind. Even though I did not want this moment to end I had to think  of him. I had to get him out of there before someone saw him. I took one advantage for my self so I would remember this night and laid on more soft kiss on his lips before I pulled myself off of him.

He seemed to get what I was doing and he followed. We manage to get him to this room in time. As I was walking  back to my room that night all I could feel was true happiness. I kissed him and he kissed me. And I did not care if he did not remember it the next morning. I would and I would keep it with me forever.

I slept well that night and caught my plane back the next morning. And till this day I still don't know if he remembers our first kiss. We have never talked about it. Plus after that night we sort of kissed again but this time he was sober. We became something of a couple until our little misunderstanding started.

Still laying in bed, I missed those times we had together back then. I missed him. I had to get up now though my schedule started in 3 hours and I had to head to the studio to put the finishing touches on the album before dance practice started for the new songs. I had to finish mixing the songs and recording the last parts. It would only take two hours cause most of the work I did last night. Teddy was to meet me in 30 minutes. Once I finished mixing the songs I had to get them to the boss for a final listen. The final cut would then be given to the choreographer. We finished most of the songs two weeks ago and the choreographer came up with those dances, so practice started today.

I just hope my day does as planned.

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