A/N OKAY IM SORRY FOR THIS CHAPTER, THERE IS SO MUCH GOING ON AND I HAVE SO MANY MIXED FEELINGS ABOUT IT ALL AND IM GLAD THAT I HAVE EMILY TO GUIDE ME IN THE RIGHT PATH! I HOPE YOU LIKE IT AND ITS OKAY AND IM SORRY IF MY UPDATES ARE REALLY NOT THAT GREAT THIS WEEK OR LIKE I TAKE TO LONG TO UPDATE, IM AT WORK EVERY SINGLE DAY D: OKAY! LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THING!? I HOPE YOU LIKE IT! LOVE EVERY ONE <3
Harry wasn't invited to join Louis in the shower, Louis wasn't bothering to start a conversation with Harry or be close with him. Harry was nervous, he wanted nothing more then to be cuddled on the couch watching one of Louis's favorite tv shows, or to go to their park, go on a date, anything! He just wanted to be close.
'Maura wanted me to let you know dinners ready whenever you're ready for it'
'It's fine, tell her I'm not hungry?'
'Did you eat lunch?'
'Nah, I had a big breakfast'
'What did you have?' Louis sat at the end of Harry's bed, grabbing Harry's feet and pulling him further down the bed.
'Ma made bulk food'
'Did she just? Watch your nose' Harry scrunched his nose, Louis leaning over the top of him, placing a kiss on the tip of his nose.
'What do you mean?'
'I mean I just spoke to her and apparently you slept in again this morning. You're lying so much lately, your nose is going to start growing soon'
'I'm not lying, I'm just watching what's best for you not to know' Louis lowered himself so he was straddling Harry's hips, lips hovering just above Harry's.
'You don't need to watch out for me Harry. At the moment you're losing my trust though' Harry lowered his head, avoiding Louis's gaze despite how close they were. 'I love you Hazz, and if something's going on, you need to talk to me about it'
'I know Lou, nothing's going on though. I've just had a rough day and I'm not that hungry.'
'Okay, well I'm not going to let you go an entire day without eating so I'll let you choose when you would like to eat but know that it will be before you fall asleep'
'Alright, give me a bit?'
'Right' Louis began to crawl off Harry, being stopped quickly by Harry pulling him down next to him.
'Can you talk to me?'
'What about Hazz'
'Please Lou, I'm not dumb, I can tell something's up'
'Nothing's up Harry, I'm just like, still upset okay. I don't know what you want me to say. You lied multiple times and each time I believed you I found out about something else. It's just typical that it would have happened. While I was worried shitless driving around trying to find you, you were with Zayn' Louis was resting his head on top of Harry's, Harry's face buried into Louis's chest.
'All I can say is sorry Lou. I was trying to avoid all of this. We had just finished fighting, how did you expect me to bring this up and start all over again?'
'I get it Harry, I honestly do, but did you honestly not stop to consider how much worst it would be when I did find out?'
'Honestly Lou? No I didn't' Louis nodded his head, staying silent, deciding that maybe it wasn't worth getting worked up over.
'Okay, I'm done fighting. Come eat, I'm fucking starving'
'Wait, are we okay?'
'We're always okay'
YOU ARE READING
I Can Make You Feel Okay (larry stylinson)
FanfictionHarry was never comfortable in his skin, he had many insecurities. Louis came from a troubled home. Harry thinks that Louis saved him, when the truth is, Harry saved Louis.