~Abby's Point Of View~
"Ok.." I whisper. I feel my voice crack and I cough to cover it up. "Ok.." I get up from the bed. And walk out of the room. I throw the brown door open and I see Josh and Vik standing there. They almost fell over due to the sudden opening of the door.
I look at their expressions. Vik looked shocked and Josh looked disappointed and hurt.
"Abby.." Vik says. He stays silent of a minute and I stand there clutching my stomach. "I'm sorry" he says. His voice was just barely above a whisper .
"Yeah well. I am too" I push past the two and I don't look back. I storm into my room and lock the door. I turn and look at my bed. The tears are coming back.
No. I refuse to cry.
I slide my back down the door and I bring my knees to my stomach. I feel shaky and broken. I lay my head on my knees and I just control my breaths.
"GODDAMMIT" I scream. I hit my hand down on the floor next to me. My whole body goes out of control. I begin shaking.
"I.. d-don't n-n-need him-m" I whisper. My body continues to shake and my voice begins to crack.
"I d-d-don't ne-need h-him" I continue to say over and over. Trying to convince myself that I don't. But the truth is. I do.
My body eventually slows down with shaking. "Yeah.." I give a weak smile to myself. "I don't need him"
Breath.
"I don't need him"
~Josh's Point Of View~
"What the hell did you do?!" I shout at Simon as Abby passes us.
He keeps quiet and opens an editing software on his PC.
"Simon, what the fuck did you do?" I grid through my teeth. I feel Vik grab my arm.
"Lay off" he whispers harshly. I feel my emotions start to turn into guilt.
"I-" he tries to speak but his voice cracks. He quickly wipes away I tear which had formed on his cheek.
"I said-" he tried to speak again. He breaks down and starts crying.
"It's ok, we heard" Vik goes to comfort him and I stay planted in my spot in the middle of his black rug.
"I fucked up Vik, I fucked up." He sobs into Viks shoulder. I nod my head. Yes. He did. I thought he cared about her. I thought he loved her. Apparently not.
"Do you want us to talk to her?" I pop the question up. He nods his head like a five year old.
"You coming?" I nod at Vik. He shakes his head.
"No, he needs comfort" he mouths. I nod my head and turn and walk out of the room. I reach Abbys room and I knock on the door.
"Abby?" No response.
"It's Josh" I hear the door click and it opens. I see her walk back to her bed where her suitcase was.
"What are you doing?" I exclaim and rush into her bedroom.
"Leaving" she shrugs.
"No you're not." I say sternly.
"Yes I am. He doesn't want to kid. He doesn't need me. So I don't need him. I'll keep in touch with you. I'll have your guys' numbers but I will block and delete his." She says as she folds a shirt and throws it in the suitcase.
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Adopted By The Sidemen ||SDMN FF||
FanfictionPut up for adoption. Raped. Abused. Kidnapped. Are all things Abby had experienced in the early stages of life.. No one was there to comfort her. No one except The Sidemen.