Are They Worth It?

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*thanks you guys so much for all your support. We are at already 200 views! To some that's not a lot but to me that's 200 more than I expected
Also this chapter is different. You'll he reading mostly about Brads and Shen's thoughts so follow this key:

These are Brads (Z)
These are Shen's (S)
This is combined (ZP)
This is the normal story.

Alright ready?*

Nobody's POV

Both Shen and Brad looked at eachother as their lips had finally disconnected from eachother.

Both decided it was better to get home but one thing clouded their minds:

(ZP) Am I ready

Both of them knew it was a long walk so they'd have plenty of time to think.

(ZP) Look at her/him

Both Brad and Shen looked at eachother causing them to blush and quickly turn away.

(Z) Shen is beautiful. Her blonde hair looking as golden as my bow. Her eyes a hazel trap I wished I never escape. Her smile could light any dark ally she'd ever walk in. She's the light in my very dark world. Not to mention she has a nice body. ;)

(S) He's cute. Whether it's his chocolate brown eyes or his moppy hair I would just put my fingers in and let them dance. Or when he blushes and turns as red as the enemy team. (Overwatch does something to you). I love his looks.

As they were crossing the street another thought had come over the two streamers:

(ZP) What about distance

(Z) I know distance shouldn't matter for lov-liking someone, but that's a long travel for us. We wouldn't be that close, plus Brad looks down I'm sure there's plenty of nice men in Germany. Am I worth it? Is she?

(S) Should it matter? Of course not! But it does, sadly. He fell in love way before me, so what's stopping him from falling for another woman? Would our love be strong enough?

(ZP) Yes

Shen and Brad both were losing track of where they were they passed the house. Shen was following Brad, but Brad on the other hand was heading to a place he always goes when he has to think.

(ZP) How would this work?

Shen noticed that they had wounded up in a park. Brad smiled and walked to a bench forgetting Shen was even there.

He put his ands under his chin and looked up and the sky and gave a slight smile. Shen noticed and looked up as well. She gasped when she saw how beautiful the night sky looked above their heads.

Shen sat down next to Brad and copied his motions and started to think again.

(S) Its not like we can just play Overwatch and just count it as a date! Would I visit him? Would he visit me? Plane tickets aren't exaclty cheap so visits would be extremely hard to accomplish. Would I stay here? Or would he stay in Germany with me?

(Z) I love Overwatch as much as the next, but it wouldn't make a very good date. Shen deserves the best and putting her through that wouldn't be fair. Plus I'm poor so it's not like I can spend hundreds even THOUSANDS worth of money of plane tickets. Maybe she could stay. You have a spare room, or your own.

(ZP) I need to worry about now rather than the future.

Brad more Shen realized that they had gotten into a very more comfortable position to be viewing stars.

Brad had sittin straight up and arched his head back letting it dangle. His arm had somehow made its way around Shen's shoulder.

Shen had also sat up, but instead of arching her neck to view the stars. She lied her head it Brads neck and watched the grass as it seemed to have interested her more than the stars.

Both noticed their position and blushed. Brads arm left Shen's shoulder and she had lifted her head off of his shoulder.

"I think it's time to start heading home" Brad suggested "Yeah you're probably *yawn* right. They're probably worried."

Brad had gotten up first and held out his hand. "Mi-Lady" he said tilting his imaginary hat. Shen blushed and gladly took his hand. As they started to walk though they hadn't noticed that they were still holding eachothers hands.

(ZP) Do I love her/him?

(S) Of course I do, but he said it himself. He'll never love anyone ever again.

The meer thought of that got Shen to tear up. Brad noticed and wiped her tears away.

(S) He's cares. But he doesn't love me, and it's not like I can stop loving him.

Ever since the Zyplai meme was first introduced I kept thinking about how much I actually care for him. How I couldn't bare a world without him, without his constant blushing, squeaky voice, his laugh, his awkward jokes, his very awkward/sexual jokes, without...his ANYTHING.

I I could never imagine a wourld without Brad. ACTUALLY, I could. But I'd never EVER want to live in it.

(Z) Yes I love her. How could I not? She's absolutely amazing. Nobody else is even remotely close to being like her.

I know I said I'd never love again, but I thought I'd never would. The Shen came.

She came into my life during my darkest hour and she shined her light cause the darkness to disappear. I never got over Taylor, Shen got over Taylor. I know it's sounds complicated but it's true. I could never get over it alone even with all the help from the guys. Shen helped me get over all the drama caused by her. She got over Taylor. And I love her for.

They made it back to the place they started from. Brads house.

As they were walking up to the door there was one final thought that occurred

(ZP) Are they worth it?

Then two stopped at the door and turned to face eachother. Both smiled as they already knew the answer Shen started to look down, but Brads finger stopped her. He titled her chin up and looked at her. She blushed as they both leaned it

(ZP) They are definitely worth it.

There lips collide as they share a passionate kiss.

*Hoped you guys enjoyed this chapter!

What do you think? Like the style?

Also I have a question. Should I start uploading less or should I keep goimg? I know I upload daily but I don't get that many views. So should I ease up and let it stay like this for a while or should I continue my upload schedule?

Anyways leave a comment and thanks for reading.

I'll see you nerds...next time. Peace!*

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