My Crazy Friends

your dead

Shawna POV

Mat and I woke up and stared freaking out we just went behind Bella's back after their first date ugh how could I do this I shouldn't have let him in

' Shawna you up I need to ask you something oh god I didn't know you were here mat how long were you here and why are you in yesterday's clothing oh I get it um I got to go I should go'

No Bella wait nothing happened we just fell asleep

"Just leave her be for now hmm why did I do this I really like her what can we do now"

I don't know I never kissed my cousins boyfriend who happens to be my ex before ugh

"I'm sorry by the way I knew it was a bad idea but I did it anyway"

Yea but I am the one who brought up the carnival

'What happens at the carnival that made you do this to me shawna can you tell me bout you mat'

I don't even know there was a carnival going on but mat asked if I wanted to go we went he won me my giant monkey I had always wanted one and I was never able to win it during that week I saw girls with them and I wanted one of my own to add to my collection after he won it we held hands and ate cotton candy till it was dark enough we got on the faireswheel we stopped at the tip top we looked at the view we still were holding hands I looked over at mat he was staring at me like no other person had in my life we had our first kiss right then and there that's when mat found out he had a crush one me and went on our date it started our relationship and our even better friendship

"So because you saw how happy I was you thought about that day and you made those feeling come back"

Yes I mean no no we just feel asleep

"I know you kissed I heard you talking when I ran out"

I'm so so so sorry

"Shawna your dead to me right now"