My Crazy Friends

i dont want to lose you

mark POV

Sarah we need to talk

'yea what is it'

look I'm not going to hold back at all okay so don't freak out when I finish

'I won't just tell me what's on your mind'

well when I first heard about you from Shawna I thought you were the perfect person for me so when Shawna set us up together I was so nervous to be in the same room as you and when you said you wanted to go out again I couldn't keep myself from smiling I liked you before I met you and bow that I do know you I love you

'mark what is happing here why are you telling me this'

I love you Sarah and no one could make feel the same as how I feel just knowing your in the same house as me I smile just thinking about you and I cry knowing you were hurt once I don't want to be the one who knew what he had was true love but let it get away  I want to be the one you choose to spend the rest of your life with when I got the call about you being in the car crash I died a little my heart shattered I thought I lost you when they told me you were safe I lost it and couldn't hold it in I balled my eyes out just knowing I was so close to losing you you may think for the past couple of days I've been really clinging but my day gets 2000% better when I call you in the morning and get to hear your voice and I'm happy knowing that I know your okay at night and I know you like your space but I can't stand not knowing if your safe I don't want to get a call saying you didn't make it I want to see you face when I wake up right next to me I want to know that if I wake up at 2 in the morning you will be asleep in my bed I don't want to loose you Sarah ever in my life time not to some other guy or to death or even to Shawna and I'm terrified of her I love you so much Sarah and you don't even realize it

'I love you too mark more than any one or thing in the world you are my life'

I'm glad you feel this way because

*gets on one knee*

'omg mark'

Sarah I never want to lose you in anyway but I don't want to lose you not knowing what we could of been so Sarah will you make me the happiest man and become my wife

'oh mark yes yes I will'

I love you Sarah more than I love space

'and I love you more than you love space'