Ari (POV)
Chris has been very busy lately with his music career and with that bitch cece so he hasnt been spending time with london. even after all the bullshit cece has put him through he still continues to stay with her. honestly, i think he only stays because she helped him with his singing career and if he ever was to break up with her, she would jepordize his career.
this morning chris text me asking to meet him at McDonalds Playhouse with London so we could talk and figure out when he will be avaliable to see her.
i walked into McDonalds with London and spotted Chris sitting at a table near the playhouse. i walked toward him and he got up to hug me and london
"hey baby girl" he said to london
"hi daddy, i want ice cream, i want ice cream!" she yelled.
chris chuckled, "haha, of course you do. i already got it for you" he handed her her, ice cream and she sat down and ate. i sat down next to her, and chris sat across from me
"mommy can i go play in the playhouse?" she asked
"sure, be back in 15 minutes" i said to her. she quickly got up and ran to the playhouse. i didnt mind her going because i was able to still see her from where i was sitting so it was no problem.
once she left an awkard silence came upon us.....
"how ya been?" he asked me
"im fine, and you?"
"im great, music is going good. it wont stop is a hit now! i never thought it would happen"
"im happy for you" i semi smiled.
"i have a couple of business to take care of, so i cant get london this friday i so so-
"of course you cant" i said cutting him off "you never can anymore. look im happy for you and im glad your finally doing something you love, but i cant- matter of fact i wont let you start putting your damn career before london. this is the 3rd week in a row you have gave that bull shit exucse of you got business to take care of..well you got priorities and one is to be a damn father!" i dont know why i got so mad, but anger was building up inside me. all i could think of was years ago when i first had london and chris was in jail not being a father. i didnt want him to go back to that chris.
"whooo whoooo whoaaa, calm down, i will always be a father to london no matter what. first couple of years of her life i wasnt there and im making up for that. this career wont get in the way but i really have been busy and im trying my best to manage singing and my child and my girflriend and everything else. its hard for me too to tell london she wont be coming to daddys house this week. im gonna try to get her sometime next weekend, i promise"
"dont make a promise you cant keep"
"im promising it, because i will keep it. next friday i will be there to come get her. and i-" he stopped talking when his phone began ringing. 'My Wifey' popped up on the screen and i rolled my eyes at the sight of it "sorry this is cece calling"
i just rolled my eyes and crossed my arms as he answered. he got up from the table and went to the bathroom to start talking to her. i sat there and thought about how chris's career might mess up with what he has with his daughter. and i know cece will love that. she would love to see chris blow up and just forget about me and most importantly his daughter. she doesnt care about anybody but her own damn self. just thinking about her made me want to beat her ass. i dont get it. how can you love someone who wants the worst for you? she doesnt want him to be around his daughter, she doesnt want him to have any type of relationship with me..i dont get it.
i snapped out of my thoughts as he walked back to the table with a unsure look on his face.
"wassup?" i asked concerned
"cece needs me right now, i hate to cut this meeting short but i go-
"just go" i said looking away from him
"im sorry, i just got a lot of-
"buisness to take care of.. i know" i replied finishing his sentence. same excuse for every fucking thing
he kissed my forehead and left not even saying bye to london. i shook my head and went to get london.
i can already see where this is going.............
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CeCe (POV)
"whats wrong cece, what you need?" chris asked as he walked into the studio
"i wanted you to hear this new beat" i said helping him take off his jacket
"thats what you called me over here for? to listen to a damn beat?!! it couldnt have waited until i was done doing what the fuck i was doing?" chris yelled
"well what were you doing that was so much more important than your career im trying to help you build!" i yelled back. i dont know who he think hes talking to but he got another thing coming
"i was meeting with ari and lond-
"of course ari is more important! damn chris when will i ever come first? im doing everything i can to make yo ass successful and you not sacrificing anything"
"well im sorry that i have a child that is more important than anything in this world to me. more importnat than you, my friends, ari.. everybody! i gotta be there for that girl."
"well you know what go be there for her, and stay there cause im done! and just in case you cared, its track #21"
i walked out filling dumb as hell. how can he put people before me when i put him before anybody. my mom always said, dont ever put anyone before you, if your not before them as well. guess i better listen to my mom
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Chris (POV)
i sat there and clicked track #21 and the beat was crazy. it was great. maybe i was a little to harsh on cece, i mean she is the one helping me out with a passion and dream i had for years. i always loved to sing and she is making my dream come true. i instantly regretted yelling at her at that moment. i sat down in the chair and started making lyrics to the beat.
"you say all you need is consistent love
when i try i swear its never enough, i messed up
Maybe this thing here just aint meant for us
Baby you let go and i pull you back
i let go, you aint having that"
(Chris Brown x Love More)
i bobbed my head to the beat and the lyrics just came flowingly. another hit, here it comes.
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