Tom x Tord (LEMON) Don't Leave Me...

Chapter 1

It was a nonpeaceful day today..
From the amount of destruction and pain it left in some.
Tom's arm was badly hurt and needed medical help, while Tord, sitting on the hill, his whole right arm and part of his face was bleeding out from the explosion. His heart felt like the harpoon Tom shot landed in his heart instead of the robot. Tom's heart felt like there was a whole bunch of guns shooting at him through his heart..
Both pain from each other..
No one knew that Tom and Tord liked each other.. No one really noticed..
But after the day that Tord left the first time, Tom went to his room, locking it, and crying in his pillow.. Now, he was more depressed then ever.. He didn't want to hurt Tord because he knew it was going to hurt himself..
Edd and Matt drove Tom to the hospital while Tord watched it all happen.. He killed Jon.. Eduardo is crying.. But not as bad as Tord..
Tord couldn't contain himself.. So he cried in front of his Collie's.. Paul and Patryk were surprised to see their Red Leader breaking down.. But swore to not tell anyone else..
Paul and Patryk went over to help their leader and comforted him.. Tord didn't get mad at them this time and took in their comfort..

While in the hospital, Tom was on his bed and looking out the window.. Tears rolling down from his voided eyes and down to the pillow.. He couldn't stop thinking about the small male in red and Tom just wanted to hurt himself.. He didn't want to hurt Tord, but it happened anyway..

Tord was in the infirmary laying in his medical bed, with his arm wrapped up and ready for surgery for his new robot arm being implanted. Before so, he asked to be alone. As he was alone, he couldn't get his mind out of the clouds of his blue love. Tears falling down to his pillow and on the sheets. He was facing the window away from the door. He just wanted to end his suffering... End the pain in his arm and his heart.. He wanted to end it all... But he couldn't give up now.. Not at this moment of time. He continued to cry into his pillow as so. Repeating and repeating the same two words... "I'm sorry..." Over and over.. While holding a picture of his old friends.. The green, the purple, the blue, and himself the red.

He sat up, putting the picture down on the small table side. Grabbing his knife and opening it.. Adding one more slice on his bare skin of his left arm. Counting up all the timed he fucked up in life to his friends.. The blood rushes out of the cut and drips down his arm. He continued to cry, tears falling on his arm with the rest of his scars, tears mixing with blood. It was quite depressing.. Seeing a leader cry for the sake of his friends.. He kept thinking over and over that he never wanted this to happen.. Not now.. Not never..
Drip..
The blood kept flowing out from the cut and now making a puddle on the floor. He knew he needed to make it stop but he didn't care.. Not right now.. He began to feel dizzy, laying back down on the pillow soaked in tears as he blacked out from blood lose.
Drip..
Paul and Patryk went to check on their leader, seeing that he wasn't moving.. His heartbeat low and needed medical help instantly. Patryk told Paul to the doctor immediately and did so. A minute later, Paul came back with the doctor and helping the Red Leader out. Covering the cut up with bandages and gauze to stop the bleeding. The bleeding stopped but Tord still wasn't waking up. Paul and Patryk fixed the leader up right so he's properly laying in bed. The doctor connected the breathing tubes and such back into Tord to help him. Water bags and blood bags on polls stand tall by the Red Leader as he continued in his slumber. The doctor said that he's fine but just needs a large amount of rest. The two men nodded and looked at their leader in sympathy, hoping he's doing ok.
Drip..
Tears continued to fall from the small male's face as he slept in pain. Cutting is never the answer, but he couldn't stop the urge on doing so and ended up like this. He was dreaming of the man in blue back at home, wishing he never harmed him.

Tom was clearly the same way, cutting himself up in the shower so the blood drained down the drain with the shower. His bare skin hitting the warm water calming him down, but not to stop him from the cuts. Edd and Matt worried for their dear friend... But Tom didn't let them help.. Everything was painful.. For both the red and the blue.. Making it hard for both of them.. After the warm shower and the blood stopping, the blue told the green and purple that he needs to sleep even when its only 8. Green and purple nodded with worried faces and walked blue to his room. Blue told them that he didn't need help, but they insisted. Before going to bed, Edd hugged his tall friend, telling him that everything is ok. Matt joined in and told him that he is ok and he had them for Tom.. Tom couldn't help with his emotions and cried into the hug...
Drip..
The rain fell on to the streets of the small town in England. Telling the sky that it was a rough day. Tom went back to his apartment to sleep and Edd and Matt slept with each other at theirs. Tord.. He slept alone.. With emotions of pain and regret.. The rain became harsh by the moment.. Pounding on the windows of the homes...