Please don't go • e.d

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3 months later....

I sat by her bed staring at her. Her cuts had healed up and her bruises had faded away, it was a good sign she was healing herself, but her vitals had remained motionless. I decided to go down to the cafeteria and get some food since I hadn't eaten since breakfast yesterday.  I gave Jade a kiss on her hand and walked out of the room and down the hallway I have grown to hate with a passion.

I don't make videos anymore, Grayson has to do the videos with some of our friends. I haven't touched social media. I have turned into a literal ghost. The elevator dinged that I was now on the last floor, so I strolled out and walked towards the cafeteria with my head down.

I went straight for the chicken and grabbed a pre-made tray and started walking towards the cash register when Some ran into me and made me drop my chicken.

"Oh my god I am so sorry I wasn't paying attention and-"

"Its fine" I said as I cut her off.

"at least let me buy you another plate" she said sheepishly.

I nodded and looked up at her. She was very pretty, but no where near my Jade, no one was. I followed her to the chicken line and we had to wait for them to set more plates out.

"Whats your name?" she asked me.

"Ethan" I said in monotone, I hope she isn't a fan because I can't deal with that right now.

"Whats your name?" I asked her as I tried to be polite.

"I was told it is Rain" she said as she scratched her head.

"You were told?" I said skeptically.

"Yeah...I just woke up from a coma, and I don't know who I am or where I am actually, like I know I am in a hospital, but what state are we in?" She looked up at me, she genuinely didn't know.

"You are in California, LA to be exact" I said.

"Sweet, hey do you want to be friends? I don't know remember anyone, so it would be nice to have a friend" She fiddled with her fingers nervously.

"Sure" I said flatly, I could use some interaction.

Me and Rain sat down at the table and she munched on a bag of chips.

"So you just got out of a coma, and you have amnesia?" I asked, I hope that wont happen to Jade, but she would just have to fall in love with me all over again.

"Yeah, the nurses said I was in it for 2 years!" She exclaimed with wide eyes.

"2 years?" my heart clenched as I worried that would happen to Jade to, she has been in one for 3 months.

"Yeah crazy right?" She replied.

"So why are you here?" She asked.

I hesitated before answering.

"My girlfriend is in a coma, we got in a car accident"

"Oh" her face fell as she realized telling me about her being in a coma for 2 years would not help me feel better.

"Im sorry-" She tried to say but I cut her off.

"Its fine, you didn't know" I didn't feel like getting pitied by anyone.

She nodded and looked down, catching my hint. It was an awkward scilence when Grayson walked into the cafeteria and strolled towards me. When he looked at rain, his eyes widened and I saw him rub the back of his next nervously, he must like her.

"Hey E" he said.

"Hey, is there a certain reason why you are here or are you just visiting..." I carried on.

"No actually, I was gonna film this weeks video and I thought that maybe you want to be in it..." he looked down and said this quietly.

"I'd rather not, but thanks for asking" I stated simply.

"Video?" Rain chimed in.

"Yah me and Ethan are you tubers, I'm Grayson by the way" Grayson reached out his hand and she shook it.

"You have never heard of us?" Grayson questioned, we usually are always recognized as the you tube stars.

"Grayson she just woke up from a coma, and she has amnesia so" I said as I rolled my eyes.

"Oooh" Grayson said, his cheeks heated up with embarrassment.

"Rain why don't you help Grayson film the new video" I said and gave her a reassuring smile.

"Why not" Rain smiled and got up and gave me a small wave before walking out of the cafeteria with Grayson.

I sighed and threw away my empty plate of chicken and walked out of the cafeteria.

I leaned against the elevator door and sighed as I closed my breath. Talking to Rain has really shook me up. What if she doesn't remember me? What if she is in this coma for 2 years? What about 5 years? I don't know if I could last that long without my baby. The elevator dinged that we reached her floor and and it tore me from my thoughts. I strolled down the familiar hallway that I have grown to hate. When I opened the door, Jade was in the same position she had been in when I left. I sat down next to her and began to ramble about how much I miss her, which is eating me away inside. I have kept all of these feelings bottled up, and its driving me crazy.

Jades POV

Ethan?

Is that you?

Ethan I need your help.

The beautiful light has faded.

Its is so dark here...

I don't want to be here anymore.

I need you baby.

Please help me.

Soooo this is a really short update I'm so sorry guys. I haven't updated in a while because I have been grounded and haven't had the chance soo. Ok so the character Rain is from my bestie Daddy0dolan  's book "amnesia" and it is FREAKING AMAZONG SO GO READ IT RN. Okay idk when i will be able to up date again so by babes <3