Reality

Chpt.3

Panic attack
Word count: 637
Luca started walking away, I rolled my eyes running up to him "Who even is that, what's going on?" I growled already exhausted. "I told you to stay away from the other Alpha" Luca snarled. I raised an eyebrow "Yeah so-....oh my god... Don't tell me he's the other Alph-" Luca cut me off. "Yeah, and guess who his mate is" he said before opening the Cafeteria door. If I thought that I was being stared at before, boy was I wrong.

Every pair of eyes was on me, every pair.

Luca growled making half of the people continue on, but the other half kept staring. "I can't control them, I don't have the authority" he said giving me a pity look. Suddenly a growl erupted from behind me, tingles spread threw my body making me weak to the knees. Suddenly no eyes were on me, no eyes.

I turned around to see Caleb, his eyes were focused on me. Luca tugged on my arm, but all I could do was stare at Caleb. "Lizzy, come on" Luca said sounding very annoyed. I blinked rapidly turning back to Luca, I followed him to a table crowded my a bunch of people. Luca sat down next to a girl with Red hair and dimples. "Lizzy, this is Jenna Alex, Red, and Jack" he said, Red caught my eye. Then again how couldn't she?

Her hair was like a fire.

I wanted to touch it.

"Hi" they said as I sat down across From Luca. As lunch went on I felt panic set in me, this is too much.

I felt my palms get sweaty, my senses heighten. I glanced around the room, I knew what was happening.

A panic attack.

This isn't a new feeling for me, I've felt this before. I didn't say anything I just got up, as I turned to my right I caught pale blue eyes. Tears filled my eyes as my chest tightened,

I can't breathe.

I rushed out of the lunch room not looking back, I rushed outside. It was now that I realized it was raining.

But I didn't mind, the wetness calmed me. The cold shook me awake. But I was still in panic.

I sat on one of the benches my thighs pressed against my torso as my head was rested on knees. I tightly wrapped my arms against my legs as I sobbed quietly.

I heard the door to the entrance of the school opened, but I couldn't bare to look. I heard footsteps coming closer to me, whoever is walking to me is seeing my weak side.

I don't like that.

I felt tingles as someone sat beside me, suddenly I felt arms engulf me.

The pounding and ache in my chest stopped.

The dizziness, and the crying had stopped.

Warmness and calmness spread throughout me. I looked up to see Caleb, I was speechless.

"Are you okay?" He asked me, but I couldn't answer even I didn't know. "I think so" I whispered softly, he looked me in the eyes with sorrow. "What happened?" He asked as I sat up "well.. I had a panic attack, I have them a lot" I whispered looking at the ground then to him. He reached out and wiped a tear from my face, I felt like I just broke down my walls in front of him.

I didn't like feeling helpless.
This is why I need to be trained.

I turned away from him "It's okay Lizz-" I cut him off angry at myself. "No, I shouldn't have done that. I apologize" I whispered wincing at my own weakness. I got up quickly heading back inside ready to face the hell that has become my life.

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