Tuesday,January 31 2016,
I can't stop thinking about Snot,I've been having the strangest dreams lately.They have all been about him,last night was by far the wierdest;Snot and I were at the park,and we just started makeing out and started to undress eachother,I woke up before anything else happend.
February 1,
I woke up today with a major head ache, I got dressed and ran down stairs, I sat down at the table not really hungry but whatever."What's wrong kiddo?" Stan asked,"oh...nothing,just little tierd I was up all night doing homework"I said lying of corse,I started to get up from the table when I thought about Snot and I after I tell him today,'what if he doesn't feel the same way?'.Waiting for my bus to arive I couldn't stop thinking about what would happen if Snot doesn't feel the same way,this could ruin our friendship completely.All my thoughts stop as the sound of the bus doors opening,just putting a grin on my face as I walked to the back of the bus to see Snot,it was wierd he hasn't said anything to me yet.It must have been ten more minutes before Snot said "Hey",I said Hello back and we got into a long conversation about the new show on the Syfi channel.We made it to school and as I walked over to my locker I started to feel knots in my stomach,Snot's locker is right next to mine,he looked right over at me and he just stared,Snot I need to ask you something,"What is it?" Snot said with obvious confusion on his face.I stared at him for one more second and I couldn't help it anymore,I grabbed Snot's jean jacket,pulling him up against me,I stood on my tip toes,because he's much taller than I am,to pulling him in and gave him our first kiss,Snot's eyes opened widely in shock of corse.We both pulled away "Wh-What the hell Steve!" Snot asked incredible confused."Snot,I-I love you if you don't like me back I don't care I just want you to know that I love you"the words just came pouring out of my mouth,I had no clue what was happening."Steve I've been waiting a long time to hear those words"Snot said to me right before he quickly pulled me in for a kiss this time we both agreed,at that moment I heard people saying "cute" and stuff like that,while others were hating.Princibal Louis just happend to be out in the hallway at that time and dragged us both into his office,I heard him calling my dad...Snot and I just looked at eachother at that moment I knew I was dead.Stan comes barging threw the doors yelling "YOU SAID YOU WERE JUST TIERD!I CAN'T FUCKING BELIVE YOU WOULD PERPOSLY DISAPOINT ME LIKE THIS,I WAS FUCKING RIGHT YOU ARE A GOD DAMN MISTAKE!".
"Mr.Smith it's not Steve's fault he didn't choose to be this way."Snot said holding my hand super tightly,"YEAH RIGHT, YOU FUCKING HOMO,I DON'T WANT TO EVER SEE YOU AROUND MY SON AGAIN!"Stan said as he grabbed me by my wrist and dragged me out of the school.The whole way home he just was yelling at me saying things like why would I choose to be gay,all I could do was sit with my head down not wanting to look at the hate and disapointment in his eyes.The second we got inside the house I looked at my father to see his fist raised at me,next thing I know I'm down on the ground with a black eye,I ran up to my room never wanting to see my dad again I sit on my bed and cry.It must have baeen a couple hours later when I grabbed my phone and called Snot,his mom picked up not that happy to hear from me after what happend at school,but she still handed the phone to Snot."Hey dude what's up"Snot said really enthusiasticly which was rare,at least for Snot,"do you think you could meet me at the park?" I asked despretly "Um...yeah sure,I will meet you at 10pm"He told me than hung up.All I could do was smile out of joy.
22:00, Langley Park
I sat kicking the dirt waiting for Snot to finally arive,when I heard him yell my name I stood up running over to him,giving him a huge hug we both just laughed happy to see eachother,Snot put's his hands on my shoulders and frowns,"what is it?" I asked truely wondering what was going on threw his head"your eye...it's brused"Snot told me with a conserning look and tone,"that's bot from your dad,is it?" There it was the question I really didn't want to answer"well...um..it's just"I didn't get a chance to finish my sentance before Snot kissed me and said "next time he hurts you please Steve,tell me"Snot said holding me up.I smiled just happy that he was with me now,and that no one could stop that here.After a couple hours of hanging out we needed to go back home,we gave eachother a goodbye kiss and went our seperate ways.
