Feels Like We Are Dying

The one that ran away

He moved away.
Then he just stopped talking to me. He used to be the one to chase me when I ran, I felt loved and now I just feel so alone.
He doesn't care anymore not even as a friend. Even when my grandma passed.
He never came to be there for me, refusing.
I don't know how to feel or what to do.
No one else knows about my grandma and I feel so lonely,
I have to carry all these weights alone.
Nothing makes me happy anymore.
Not without him.