Feels Like We Are Dying

It's over

I try to act cool
Pretend I can't feel
Smilin like a fool

Her eyes
Her cute little nose
Her lips and her smile
It felt so good to get lost for a while in her embrace

We laughed
We cried
We felt
We fucking lived together

But I was scared
Didnt have enough to give
But thought no one cared

So I tried to move on
Play it off like some game
Almost forgot about it and for that

I hate myself

Why am I doing this?
Why am I letting her slip?
Who is she seeing?

Lately she hasn't been the same
Why do all our dreams seem to fade?

I need to get my shit together
I want us to last last forever

So I called her
I met her

I talked and talked, kept talking just kept saying this bullshit,
Totally ignoring her

Til' she grabbed me
Then I calmed down
And now I could see how much
I was missing her warmth.
I was happy for the moment
Thought everything was fine
And now she's back..

She slowly let go of me
And it hit me when she whispered
"I don't love you anymore"
....

"It's over"