A/N- So I have been feeling like shit lately and been isolating myself, and today I wrote a new poem about it. So here you go
When I get like this I tend to isolate myself
I have been doing it more often than I haven't lately
I do not know why
Maybe it is because I feel like a burden on everyone around me.
Maybe I want to appear strong
Maybe I want you to hate me
Hate me for not responding
Bailing on plans
So when I am gone you won't be in as much pain
I don't even know how I am alive today
And I'm not sure if I will be around much longer
When I get like this I tend to isolate myself
I've been doing it more often than I haven't lately
I am a burden I want to try and lessen
I want to be strong when I am obviously weak
I want you to hate me
And it will kill me
But it will be better knowing that you won't grieve that much for me
I isolate myself
And I've been doing it more often than I haven't lately
It's almost everyday now
I'm getting weaker
And slowly losing
And one day, in my isolation, I hope to disappear
YOU ARE READING
Words from the Heart
PoesieThese are my poems. I have wrote these all and I am very proud of them. Some are depressing and sad while others are happy and loving
