The Letter Found After My Suicide

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A/N- I haven't been the best lately. Some things are happening this week and I feel like it is appropriate to post an old poem.

Dear Mom,
I am sorry
I am sorry you had to see me like this
I am sorry I left before you
I was in pain
But I no longer am.
Tell Baduhenna I love her
But I will not see her again.
Dear Lilith,
I am sorry
I am sorry I will never see you get married
I'm sorry I couldn't be a good sister to you
I hurt and I know you noticed
I just hid most of it
Dear Dylan,
I am sorry
I'm sorry for leaving you alone to comfort the family
I'm sorry that I never really called you dad
You are my father but I couldn't call you dad
That name has been poisoned by the sperm doner.
I love you
I'm sorry I am gone now
Dear Orion,
I know we aren't close
I'm sorry we weren't close
I'm sorry I wasn't a good sister to you
I was fighting a war in my head that I have lost
I do love you
I really do
Dear Baduhenna,
I love you
I'm sorry that I was strict
And that you picked up on my bad habits
I'm sorry that I won't get to see you grow up
Dear Dirk,
I'm sorry you have to go through this again
I'm so sorry
I love you
You are my pug
Forever
Stay strong.
Dear whoever else,
I'm sorry
I tried
And now I am tired
Tired of fighting
So now I'm done
Sorry I couldn't continue fighting

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