Dear Diary

Im Lashay

Dear Diary,
My names lashay I'm currently in middle school but went to school late.
I have a boyfriend named Abdul who I met at my new school

I have 4 siblings and I'm the eldest of them all so of course I have to do half of the work to take care of them

As you can see I'm African American but I'm lightskin

I walk to the bus stop in the morning but ever since today and yesterday,since I found out Abdul lives around my area, he scared the crap out of me when he walked behind me.
I thought I heard a lady talking but he made his voice like that
He said "Excuse me ma'am" and I turned around and jumped while laughing. As I turned to cross the road I was a bit upset to the fact he walked to his bus when he really could have snuck on mine, but hey it's whatever.
I walked to the bus stop and waited by a couple of people I know.
I still barely know everyone there.

I got to school and sat down in the cafeteria. The girl that rides my bus asked if I was getting breakfast. I said yes and stood and got in line. I walked in the door and out the out door. As I walked out I saw Abdul in line but I pretended not to. I went to the table I regularly sit and saw his binder there. He always sits by me.

Now before I go into detail further. Let me just say that he's the freaky one in this relationship. Ik what you're thinking. "Omg you guys are only in middle school wtf" but ignore that part dang. Acting like you didn't act like this in middle school.
Anyway I sat down, moved his binder and drunk my orange juice. The girl came and sat on the opposite side of me. Abdul came and sat by me and his friend while Vic sat on the opposite side of me as well. It was so dry and awkward. I felt and hand on my thigh and I giggled. "Abdul stoooppp"
THATS EXACTLY HOW I SAID IT
He kept his hand there and all he said was,
"It's so squishy"
I blushed but he couldn't see that
We started a casual conversation then he asked for my phone. I gave it to him and he typed in the password of course I talk to alot of people so there are boys in my phone. He got so jealous. IT WAS SO CUTE.
Now do know that yesterday he said he was going to do a surprise so today he grabbed my hand and my guard was completely up.
-"Umm..Wtf are you doing"

"The surprise"

-"what are you about to do?"

"Do you trust me?"

-"Nope."

I laughed at that one. Of course I trust him but remember I said he was the freaky one.
I kept arguing with him until he quickly pecked my hand with his lips. I was shocked. He soon nibbled softly on them. I retracted my hand away and giggled slightly. He seemed to be thinking but once again he grabbed my hand and kept nibbling.
Me being the weirdo I giggled and pulled my hand away. Sooner or later I felt another hand on top and bottom of my thought. WHATS WITH GUYS AND BUTTS AND THIGHS! They called 6th graders to go to class but of course I'm not In 6th grade I'm in 7th so I had to wait. He put his arms around my waist.

"You're staying this time"

-"no TF I'm not"

I tried to get up but he was strong so I gave up. He said his arms were tired so he let go. I waited so more. Then they called 7th grade ladies to go to class. I attempted to get up but he had his arms around my waist. I had to ask the girl to pull me. I managed to get up and walk upstairs to mod 1. I put my stuff (book bag) in a chair because of course I don't have a locker and they said I probably won't get one since it's so packed. I walked out of class to go to the bathroom since class hasn't started. I saw there was 2 girls in there so I left before I even walked in. I don't like using the bathroom when other people are in there. Once I walked out guess who TF I walked into.

You guessed. It was Abdul. I tried to contain a smile and gave him a hug and walked to class. Now since I'm new everyone keeps talking about how I have a boyfriend which is weird. Like y'all never seen a couple before? We were taking a test so I was pissed. After that the bell beeped and I walked out. I RAN INTO HIM AGAIN. I hugged him once more. He is a bit chubby so it's like hugging a tall but almost slim marshmallow.
-"what's your 2nd mod?"

"Health, what about you?"

-"Gym"

To get to gym and health you have to go down the other side of the hall and downstairs. We went our separate ways with out saying a word besides our good byes.
After 2nd mod I went to 3rd mod without seeing him. The intercom made an announcement meaning we can go to 2nd lunch. We walked down and I got in line. Me and my bestfriend call Abdul Mr.Butt. I was making complaints about where he was or something. almost in the door I saw him sit down at his table and look at me. I looked away. Kyndell said he kept staring at me but I didn't mind. I got out the lunch line and sat at my table. I asked kyndell to ask Mr.Butt to sit at my table but he wouldn't. So I was pissed at him cause he said he would in the morning and now he doesn't want to. WTF. After lunch we continued 3rd mod

We went to 4th mod then 5th.
5th was very interesting. I think.
There's this girl named Zainab and she had this putty but Ms.Porterfield grabbed it and threw it away. So Zainab was upset. Mr.Swain(The teacher we liked most) came in and everyone told him what happened. He protected Ms.Porterfield but I know how he knows how we feel. Did that make since? But I decided to speak up like the little shit I was XD
-"But she didn't have throw it away she could have just confiscated it for the day"

This bish had the nerve to come to me saying,

"No, this is my classroom and I'll do anything I want to it..!"
She was waving her hands around and shit.

-"What's up with the hands?"

I gave her a weird look while everyone laughed. I was satisfied. We went downstairs to the library to set some test up tomorrow. This school uses iPads so I don't have one yet so I just used my phone. Everyone started talking and Ms.Porterfield said
"See this is why don't like taking you all places"

I whispered under my breath
-"then don't bitch.."
Everyone at my table laughed.

Do you know the small feeling of victory when. Someone laughs at your joke? That's what I felt.

We went back upstairs and the bell beeped. We waited till they called our team. They called Howard so I walked out. Prena tried to drag me to Abdul's 5th mod since he's not out yet. I didn't want to be obvious so I just walked past the class to the water fountain. I cursed out loud seeing trash in it so I just walked passed it again and dragged prena. She went to her locker and I went back to mod 1 to get my stuff. I Grabbed it and walked out running into Mr.Butt.
I clinged onto him while his arm was around me.
"I'm riding your bus"

-"Really?"

He nodded his head. I was excited. We walked downstairs to the buses.
"What's your bus number?"

-"150"
I dragged him to it. He was worried that the bus drive would suspect him but I wasn't worried. When I first came and got on the bus he didn't even ask we who TF I was. He got on the bus and sat down as I sat down next to him. See no worries.

We had a casual conversation like a couple would. He got freaky again but didn't touch me. It was just verbal. We got off the bus and were walking. Yesterday he asked if I kissed a guy before and I said no. The surprise was actually him kissing me. We weren't able to do this cause we were close to my apartment and ik my mom watches me. He walked away after I got to my apartment. When I got in my mom started asking questions about who he was. Of course I lied but she didn't have to know that now did she? I took a nap woke up took a shower. And now I'm going to bed. Night Wattpad

∆Night lovely's∆