Dear Diary

Day 3

Dear Diary,

So I did my same routine. Git on the bus Abdul sat by me blah blah. We got off and weren't allowed in yet

"Ahhh all this ass I'm trying not to look"

I was a bit pissed off but he gave me a hug. I noticed he looked at another girl when she passed by. At this point I didn't want him to touch me nor say anything
He tried giving me a hug
-"No don't touch me"

"I'm sorry"

I moved

"Fine I won't touch you"

We were finally let it. I sat my stuff down and walked into the lunch line.
I saw Abdul on my side so I had to sit by him cause it was the only seat available. AT THE MOMENT. I sat by him and just drunk my juice ignoring him and turning my head the opposite way. I was laying my head down as I felt hot liquid run down my face. I feel like my body isn't enough. Am I ugly? Am I too skinny. I don't get it...

I felt hands on my waist

"I'm sorry"

I tried wiping my tears away in secret. Once he noticed I ignored him he stopped. A couple minutes passed and he did the same thing. Still ignored.

Then he started tickling me

"Forgive me"

-"okokok yes just staaaaawwwwwppp"

He stopped and I was relieved. The bell beeped and I walked upstairs. I walked to my class put my stuff down the walked out to where my friends were. I saw him and gave him a hug but this time he wouldn't let go and kept walking.

"I'm taking you to my class"

-"what?"

"I'm taking you to my class"

We stopped at mines and he let go. I laughed a bit and walked in. In 1st mod nothing exciting happened neither in 2nd. in lunch it was the same 4th and 5th were the same. At the end I walked out seeing Abdul Infront of me and I hugged him. Yea yea blah blah walked out side to the buses. Today I wasn't riding the buses. I gave him another hug and we had small talk till we really had to go.

"Well cya"

-"Bye"

"Oh wait I forgot something"

At this point my head was already turned towards him cause I was gonna give him a kiss but on the cheek. I saw his head turn,kiss me then ran away. I was completely shocked. I was licking my lips for half an hour like the weirdo I am

I Walked to the car,got in, went home,took a nap

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