Dear Diary

day 10 and up^

Ok so i havent written since feburary and sobmuch stuff has happened,omg.
So me and Abdul broke up 2 days after Valentine's day. There's this dude named Fernando in my class. He was dating a girl named sherlin but they had broke up a couple days before me and Abdul broke up. So we obviously started talking,and I liked this dude ever since I got to that school,but I ignored the feelings after being with Abdul. So we started talking a lot more to the point where one day half of the girls were gone on a field trip and the 4th mod and 5th mod was spent with him. We were in the math room and started listening to music and talking(Keep in mind this dude always stared at me in class whenever and I didn't care I just smile) so when I got him I got this text saying "today was arousing"
Me-today was boring
Him-No today was fun cause you were with papi
And I just put a damn laugh emoji.
So one day I came home from school and posted a "Crushing " post and it all started from there,we dated for almost a month but I broke it off because I wasn't happy...i became more so depressed in the relationship and cries. He stopped sitting by me and started to touch other girls. Like thigh grabbing. And my friend Melanie kept telling me to break up with him every time I cried,but I was to stubborn cause I loved him and I still do love him I won't lie. Today he has a girlfriend and is utterly happy with his choice. It is may 1st and I woke up to the BRIGHT ASS SUN IN MY FACE.
I'm about to change close so...

Bruh walking to the school bus I tiring as H-E-double hockey sticks. And then standing is possibly worse. MY LEGS HURT UGGHHHHHUGHHUGHUGHUHUEJDBEKSVM. I don't talk to the other people standing at the bus with me. They all stopped talking to me because I started walking to school a lot ignoring them. I don't gotta sociize with these people I'm possibly not coming next year anyway for 8th grade. FUCK EM😂😂. I'm still waiting for this retarded bus. It's suppose to come at 8:10 but always comes late. My back pack is heavy as shit nd my back hurts. EXPLAIN TO ME WHY THE FUCK AND OLD MAN JJST PAST ME AND SAID "Good morning how are you " THERE ARE OTHER KIDS AROUND ME YOU KNOW.
8:10 on the dot
WHERE IS THIS DAMN BUS..
So I made it to school yayyy
I had an okay day..
I'm 3rd mod and 4th I was pissed as fuck
I'm 3rd mod I found out Fernando used me to make someone jealous and he don't really like the girl he dating now he trying to make the same person jealous and in 4th mod my teacher was just UGGHH
Here's how it went down;
Me-*stands up and walks to different table*
Mr.Rizzuti-Since talking to your dad isn't enough I'm just gonna give you a E
Me-OKAY GIVE ME A E I DON'T GIVE A FUCK*WALKS back to seat*
Him-okay
Me-*throws paper at him but misses*
Him-sure glad that didn't hit me
Me-IT WAS SUPPOSE TO HIT YOU,YOU FAGGOT ASS BITCH KILL YOURSELF
and umm yea..YET EVERYONE ELSE WAS WALKONG AROUND ND SHIT WRESTLING
that class a bit rowdy I can't take Mr.Faggot no more