The problem was never in them but it was me. They were too flawless to the degree that even if they had imperfections or flaws I'd embace them and love them anyway. I think it's extremely confusing to love someone more than yourself that even your good characteristics in which everyone praise, make no sense to you and you find nothing lovable about them. Lately, I started to believe that if you're not going to love yourself, you'll end up destroying everyone around you. Pouring too much love on them would only suffocate them and the consequences won't be satisfying. I know how it's very hard to deal with the demons inside your head and how everytime it ends with them winning. but you fucking have to try, trying is the only way to keep surviving.
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RandomIt was all about surviving. Notes: -Not all of the written thoughts relates to my personal life. I may just felt in need to write such a thing, but yeah, they all end up leading to the same way. -One of the thoughts was deleted, it was too harsh to...
