I'm here again wanting nothing but mental stability and peacefulness cause I'm tired in all the physical and mental ways of being fucked everytime i decide to be whole and strong all by myself without someone out of nowhere mentioning that he's done me a favour by not leaving my side. I admit that I always tend to push every single person around me away, cause that's the way I'm. I got used to abandonment like it's why i was created, to feel it all by myself. to hold all these burdens alone.
I'm tired of waking up everyday feeling so much emptiness within me and if i ever think about it, i end up finding no real reasons. just so much voids that need to be filled passionately. i don't know but somehow this emptiness felt way too heavy.
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AcakIt was all about surviving. Notes: -Not all of the written thoughts relates to my personal life. I may just felt in need to write such a thing, but yeah, they all end up leading to the same way. -One of the thoughts was deleted, it was too harsh to...
