Thoughts of an Average Girl

What Now?

What happens now? Now that everyone is gone I mean. I'm all alone in the universe. Well, I mean not really. I have you...sorta. All you are is a picture on a headstone, but all that I have to confide in. Anyway, I'm doing okay, it's hard tho. I miss you, I don't think I'm ever going to get over it. Why'd you do it, huh? You idiot! There was so much to live for. And you were my best friend. Now that you're gone, nothing is the same. I loved you, I still love you, but I'll never be able to hug you or cry on your shoulder or stay up all night giggling again–so...why? And what do I do now?