I yearn, I love, and do I dare to lust. My love for you runs deep, so deep that it scars my very being. I think of you night and day. I can't stop thinking of you, and I have no desire to stop. Thou when I'm around you for to long my demands become restless and try to run wilde. I trie to hold thim back in Fear that they might hert you because I'd rather love you then to lust or yearn for you. For I have felt lust and I have yearned before but this feeling, this feeling of love I feel for you it's different. It's not an urge it's like a passionate Flame that doesn't burn but instead feels my body with a wormth I've never known. The closer I get to you the brighter it glows and I can't help but want to be engulfed by this flame so I can be forever drowned in your love.
Do I seem strong? Do I seem brave? Because I'm not! I'm not strong and I'm not brave. I'm not brave enough to face my demons and my fears that bine me to my nightmares and I'm not strong enough to break my chains that I myself have forged so long ago. I used to barely have enough strength to exist from day to day. But then I met you. I didn't notice at first but soon I was no longer just existing I was living and I didn't know why and thin it hit me. There was a simular thought that kept running through my head. And the more this thought crossed my mind the stronger I became and the braver I felt. I began to face my demons and my fears and I finally had the strength to start braking my chains and all because I couldn't stop thinking of you. You gave me more then gust the ability to survive you gave me a reason to live and that reason was no more then to see you again every chance I had and the closer I got to you the stronger I became and all this because smiled and gave me a hug on the first day we met and I haven't stopped thinking of you sense.
