I Won't Forget | kian lawley.

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NATALIE

I got picked up from Alex and got home feeling heartbroken so much.

I could've fixed this break up but KIAN decided to barge in and interrupt our conversation.

As I got home, the squad was waiting for me by the door.

"Not now guys, I'm not in the mo -"

"We know what happened" Andrea say as they all hugged me.

"How?" I asked as I let go of the hug.

"Kian called and asked how you were .." Ethan says as he smirks.

I nodded and sighed. As I was going to go upstairs, I realised Grayson wasn't here.

"Um .. wheres Grayson?" I asked as I turned around but stayed on the stairs.

They all looked at each other, as I could tell their trying to have a conversation with their eyes.

"Guys .."

They all looked at me and coughed.

"Well .. um. He's a -"

As I was going to finally hear where Grayson was, I get a phone call from my mother.

PHONE CALL

Mom: Hello sweetie! How are you?
Me: Hey mother, I'm ..

As I was going to answer truthfully, I looked at the others who were frowning at me but also waiting for me to answer.

I gave them a smirk and walked up stairs, hearing them sigh.

Mom: hello? You okay?

I started to cry.

My heart was broken so much differently than the other relationships I've been through.

It's like Grayson's love for me was special.

Me: To be honest .. I .. I don't know ma ...
Mom: what's wrong? Tell me
Me: Grayson and I broke up

I say as I burst into tears locking my room and sitting on the edge of my bed.

Mom: what? What reason?

Me: i'm not really in the mood of saying the story but it was pretty stupid.

Mom: then if it was a stupid reason, get him back if you think he's worth keeping!

Me: But I feel like I should let him go. Distance made me think if I really do love him and I finally made my choice.

Mom: are you really going to let him go?

Me: I'm letting him go because I love him and I think it's the right choice.

Mom: whatever you say honey but make sure whatever decision you make, it'll keep you happy. Alright?

Me: Thanks mother .. anyways, why'd you call?

Mom: must there be a reason why I'm calling my own daughter who's in a different state .. far far aw - alright there's a reason.

I knew there was a reason haha. She never calls if it's for fun or for no reason.

Me: Haha alright what is it?
Mom: Jack told me everything about how you want us to move there so we could all be together again.
Me: And your considering it?!
Mom: I'm already to move my dear.
Me: YES YES YES YES YES! When should I be expecting you here?
Mom: by next week
Me: YAY! I'm so excited!

NEXT MORNING

I got up early, as usual and got downstairs seeing the squad.

I sat with them and ate breakfast. They all looked at me with surprise.

"Are you not going to make your hot chocolate that you make every morning?" Brent asks as he points at the spot I always make it in.

I look behind me and chuckled. "Nope"

"And your not going to wait for Kian to honk?" Ethan says as I smiled and said 'no' with my head.

"And your not going to run through the door like a stu -" Andrea says as I cut her off.

"GUYS STOP ..."

They looked at me and stopped eating ... well except Brent.

I looked down and sighed. "I ...... quit my acting career."

"WHAT?" They all shouted in unison.

I gave them a chuckle. "Yeah, what's wrong? Atleast I'm finally getting to hang with you guys and finally be a squad."

They all looked down. "Nat, you didn't have to quit your acting career because of your stupid ex boyfriend that broke your heart" Andrea says as Ethan looks at her with a frown.

"Hey! Thats my brother your talking about"

Andrea rolls her eyes and looks back to me.

" .. we all don't want you to leave your acting career and just forget about your dream" Andrea continues making them all nod.

"I know guys but .. I feel like I'm not ready for it. I feel like I should finish school"

They all ignored what I said and continued to eat. Great thanks.

Well .. time to go back to school again.