I Won't Forget | kian lawley.

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"how are you? How you been?" I asked as we sat down.

"I've been okay" Kian says as he did a soft smile.

"Listen, the lawyer's and the police aren't listening to me about this whole situation but dont worry. I'm going to let you out of her -"

"Nat. Natalie. Stop. Just don't do it anymore." Kian says as he rubs his hand on his face.

"what? So you just going to let yourself get executed? Your just going to give up? And not admitting the fact that you never shot my brother in the first place?!"

"Listen, I only have 33 weeks left til I'm gone. What can you do within that 33 weeks? Huh? You can't make them all change their minds by that time. You couldn't even change someones mind today and the past few weeks and you've been telling them this is all just set up and you expect them to let me out by 33 weeks?!"

"I'll do everything that I ca -"

"Natalie. Just give up."

I felt annoyed and disappointed.
"Kian! I can't let you die! I can't let you leave me! I promised to keep you alive and I promised to never let you go out of my damn bare hands."

"you have too let me die. This is the only way. I also promised you that we'll get married at the bahamas, we'll have children and go on adventures together. It's time you broke your promise since I'm breaking mine."

"I can't let you leave me Kian and you know that. Everyone that I love is gone. My mother is gone, my brother and now you?! I can't Kian. This isn't what I dreamed to happen when I moved to LA."

"I.. I'm so -"

"Time's over! Families and friends, please say goodbye and you will have to be gone by 2 minutes."

I stood up and gave the tightest hug ever.

I hugged him feeling like this was the last time I'll ever feel his love again.

"Goodbye .." he says as my tears dripped onto his overall.

"I'm going to miss you so much."

He lets go of the hug as he places his hands on my cheeks.

"Listen baby okay? Whatever you do, don't give up on your dream. Loving you was the best time of my life and letting you go is my only choice now and I'm sorry. I'm so so so sorry. I love you so much"

His tears dripped continuously as I he wiped my tears that were dripping.

I hugged him once more, knowing that .. that were his last words to me.

Visitations were over for me and him and saying goodbye is the worst feeling ever.

As he walked away getting pulled from the cop, my heart broke into so much pieces.

This was the last time I could see him again.

I quickly ran towards the gate that had Kian behind. I tried catching up to him but he got in to the door before I could reply to him back.