The Van

Luke...

Your POV

     I breath in heavily as I cling to whatever is around me. I look around so see the similar proximity as Natalie's room. My breathing starts slowing down as I notice that I'm still in her room, in her bed.

     "God, that felt so real," I say to myself, "shit."

     I look around and try to think of anything to stop the constant heavy breathing.

     "Maybe I should change clothes," I say to myself as I get up and head for her closet.

     I look through her clothes, noticing it's more of the hipster style than a punk like the boys.

    "Huh, thats cool. I like this!"

     I hold up an outfit (the one in the pic) and then I grab the clothes and start heading to a bathroom which as also in her room. I put it on.

     "Mmmm I likie." I say.

     I walk out of the bathroom and the room as I start to head back to the kitchen to go get something to eat. I hear typing on the computer and then someone talking on the phone, yelling as if angered. I don't pay any mind to it, and go to the kitchen.

     I look all around the kitchen and find absolutely nothing in the cabinets. Just the fridge. I look in the freezer and I find...

     "HOTPOCKETS!!!" I yell. I hear the boys yell in sync,"shit! Shut up!"

     I laugh and then I put one in the microwave. I sit there for one one minute and then I flip it and do again for a minute.

     I look out the back door, showing the pool and a lake somewhere in front of me. By that lake, there's a little raft and a boat, beautiful sails.

     I hear a ding and go to the hot pockets. I smile as I take a bite out of one. I don't know what it is but I'm tired. What will happen now? I mean, do we find a new house? New life? I mean my life is going well. Until the boys interrupted it. I was happy, calm, amazing, full...

     I mean it's peaceful and it's been 2 hours. It's already unusual. It won't stay peaceful for long. Will it?

     Luke....

     If Luke hadn't been there things would have been different. If this stupid gang hadn't been there, I would be with my cat, kittens, and my best friend, Sierrah right now and not having a care in the world about these stupid boys and their stupid gang. Hell! I would probably be in Florida with my best friend right now and enjoying the beach because I convinced my mom and dad to go!

     If Michael wouldn't make me melt when I saw him, or make me smile and blush and make me the happiest girl ever, I would just leave right now, I would do it in a heartbeat! Maybe I should. I mean Luke isn't here, and the boys already said they hated the way Luke treated me, maybe I could just.. go.

     My brain starts having arguments with itself again, this time more serious. They're talking about how untrained I am for this kind of thing, the voices aren't wrong, I'm not a sporty person, but I'll have to think about it.