Finding heaven × kth

01

Nayeon made her way to the school,having no excitement at all. What's the point of being happy or excited when there's nothing that makes you feel happy?

"Dongsaeng ah! You should have wait for me!" Nayeon threw her glance towards the caller, Kim Jisoo or her step-sibling. Jisoo with her usual cheeky smile put her arm on Nayeon's shoulder.

"I'm not your dongsaeng Jisoo. We're in the same age" a reply was given by Nayeon before she stepped faster,leaving Jisoo behind. The latter could only sigh at her cold answer. It's always like this for the past week ; Nayeon with her cold-behavior. And Jisoo would always pretend not to care about the cold-treatment she got.

"But still, I was born on january and you was born on september. See? It's 9 months apart. Hehehe" Managed to catch up with her fast pace,Jisoo spoke.

Nayeon keep her mouth silent, didn't feel the need to answer Jisoo. She walked,totally ignoring Jisoo who kept blabbering about things that she doesn't care.

"Hey guys! Morning!" A familiar voice interrupted Jisoo making her turned around to greet the person while Nayeon didn't even stop her step ; she already knew who is it.

"Oh morning Taeyong-ah, Yunhyeong-ah." Jisoo smiled. Yunhyeong grinned as he put both his arms on Taeyong and Jisoo's shoulder. Taeyong was about to ask about Nayeon to Jisoo when he noticed that Nayeon already gone from their sight.

Jisoo sighed; figured out that Nayeon left to school alone, again. Her smile dissapeared as she remembers about the reason why her step-sibling suddenly change. Yes,Nayeon's usual self isn't like this. She used to be cheerful girl eventho' she's not so talkative. It's always Jisoo who break the silence.

"Let's go." Taeyong's husky voice made her startled a little.

*****

Taeyong kept his eyes on Nayeon expressionless face. They're having serious talk after he pulled her out from the class. Taeyong just couldn't understand her. What did he do that she suddenly change? They were fine last week. They even dated at her favorite park ; doing sweet things together and he still remember that she was very happy.

"What's wrong with you?" Nayeon asked not looking into his eyes.

He stepped closer,trying to cup her face but Nayeon backed away. "Actually,I should ask you that question. What's wrong with you actually Kim Nayeon?"

"I've said it nth times,it's Im Nayeon!" Nayeon raised her voice.

Taeyong sighed as he drew her closer, this time hugging her so that she won't back away. Nayeon struggled upon the hug but she's still a girl that can't fight with boy's strength.

"I'm sorry if I did something that might hurt you. Tell me,what's wrong with you Nayeon-ah? Is there something that makes you like this?" He carresed her head with full concern.

"I hate you" a sob could be heard by him. Taeyong heard it well; nayeon said she hate him but why ? He doesn't remember doing any mistake for this past week?

"I hate you! I hate you! I hate you !" Nayeon hit his back numerous times. He felt the pain but he undured it. If hitting him would make her feel better, he was more than pleasure to give his body for her to hit as much as she wants.

She keep saying those words while hitting him. Taeyong closed his eyes,eventho Nayeon doesn't hit him hard he still feel the pain. Just as Nayeon stopped, he broke the hug as he looked into her teary eyes.

"What's wrong? Tell me"

"I hate you!" The same words.

"Nayeon-ah.."

"You promised me Lee Taeyong! You said you love me" Nayeon said ,eyes shooting dagger to Taeyong who raised his eyebrows in confussion.

"What are you talking?" He replied. Taeyong could feel different aura from Nayeon. She wasn't the fragile Nayeon he saw earlier.

" Jisoo, I love you more than I love Nayeon. Huh, what's that ?" A smirk appeared. Hearing that,Taeyong eyes widen in shock.

Nayeon was just come back from grocery shopping. Her mother asked to buy it since their ingredients to cook are lacking.

There's Jisoo at home who clearly doesn't has any homework to do yet her mother asked her to. Well,Jisoo is her precious daughter afterall.

Nayeon was about to open the gate when her eyes caught a familiar figures near the tree beside her house.

It's Jisoo and Taeyong. It seems like they are having serious talk and Nayeon couldn't help but feel curious so she change her direction and went nearer. She made sure that they won't see her.

"You can't do this to Nayeon. She loves you and she's happy with you. I'm glad to see her happy"

She frowned, what are they talking about?

"But I don't love her and I'm not happy with her. Please Jisoo, I love you and I'm sure that I'll only be happy if I'm with you." Taeyong pleaded as he reached for Jisoo's hands.

Nayeon widen her eyes in shock . She can't believe what's she hearing right now. Taeyong said she doesn't love her? Tears threatened to fall and Nayeon could care less.

"Taeyong-ah.." Jisoo's voice became softer seeing Taeyong's pleading face. She had to admit that she loves Taeyong too but she don't want to betray Nayeon.

Nayeon is her sister afterall.

"Jisoo, I love you more than I love Nayeon. I follow your request by staying with Nayeon but I couldn't lie to my heart anymore. I tried to love her but I can't." Jisoo looked up to meet his eyes.

She tried to find the lie in his eyes but she find nothing but sincererity(?). They have an intense gaze for quite a moment before Taeyong leans in closing the gap between them. He pressed his lips over hers as he reached to the back of her head, pulling her closer to him.

Jisoo closed her eyes as tears fall.

'I'm sorry,Nayeon.'

That's it,Nayeon couldn't handle it anymore. She left the scene with breaking heart.

Nayeon watched Taeyong's shock face, didn't expect that Nayeon heard and saw everything.

"I.., I..,"

"It's okay Taeyong. I'm not going to force you to love me. I know, a girl like me don't deserve to be loved." She spoke, before taking a deep breath.

"Nayeon-ah..," Taeyong was speechless. He realized how kind-heart Nayeon is. How could he treat Nayeon like this?! She doesn't deserve this kind of treatment.

"Now,it's the breakup moment. Isn't it?"

She smiled, obviously a fake one. Giving him a last glance ,Nayeon left him alone in the rooftop.