Finding heaven × kth

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"Are you sure ? Is this your final decision?" Seokjin asked again, this is the nth times he asked her the same question.

Nayeon suddenly came to him and told him that she will move out to live with the Kims. Of course he was shocked. And worried also ; his little sister is going to live with stranger where he barely knows. He can't just trust them to take care of her just like that. Nayeon is his responsibility. She is his sister and as a big brother, it is his job to make sure's she's going to be safe.

"Yes, oppa. I'm sure. It is about time I leave this home, I don't even belong here" she looked down, trying to control her tears.

She made her decision already, it is for the sake of Jisoo and their mother, and Seokjin also. She's been such a burden for the past years.

She made up her mind, it took her all day to finally say this to Seokjin. She's been very blessed to have Seokjin as her brother, even for temporary. They are not even blood-related but he, never care about that. He treated her the same way he did with Jisoo.

She loves him so much, whenever she feels sad and fragile, Seokjin was always there to comfort him. He was always there to let her know she's not alone. He never left her behind.

"Okay, if that is your decision. I'm sorry for the past years,I couldn't be the best brother. Sometimes, I don't realize that you've grown. I still see the sad little girl that always hug me whenever mom scolded her. I still see the fragile little girl that will find me whenever she needs someone to listen. You are still the little girl for me, Nayeon-ah"

That's it. She couldn't bear it any longer. The tears, fell.

"Oppa.. Thank you, really. Thank you" With that,she's in his hug. He carresed her hair, silently comforting her. Just like how he always did.

"You always belong here, Nayeon-ah. You are family, family never leave each other."

No, she was never a family. To Seokjin, she is but to her step mother, she was nothing but the unlucky jinx.

"Take care, stay safe"

She sobbed harder in his embrace, this is the hardest part; saying goodbye. Why does she feel like this is the real goodbye?

"We can still meet,oppa. I will drop by every weekend and we can still hang out together" She said it, more to comfort herself that nothing much will change.

She broke the hug first, looking him into the eyes. Eyes of sadness, eyes of something that she cannot describe. It was somehow unbearable pain. But why?

"I'm afraid I couldn't make it" he suddenly muttered making the younger frowned. What does that mean?

Is he going somewhere? Is he planning to go somewhere without telling her?

Nayeon was about to open up her mouth when Seokjin decided to cut her off.

"So, when are you going to go?"

*

Nayeon put her sling bag on the bed, as her eyes travelled around the wide room. This is her new room. Way bigger than the room she used to share with Jisoo.

It has been only 1 hour since Taehyung picked her up and she leave with him. He brought her to his house, that Nayeon had visited before. It was still same, except the warm atmosphere she felt when she entered the house, or mansion to be exact.

Mrs Kim sudden hug her made her feel welcomed. Nayeon doesn't know how to describe the feeling but she felt that she was really welcomed. So this is how mother's hug feels like. she looks into the lder woman’s eyes, the eyes full of warmth and Nayeon swear she will remember those eyes forever.

Unable to speak as she was still adapting, Mrs Kim understood that. Nayeon needs time to adjust and she was more than willing to give her.

She hasn't met Mr Kim yet since he has some work to settle. Taehyung explained earlier in the car.

And, about Taehyung. Does he changed or is it just her feeling?

He became more gentle and not to forget, he acted like a real fiancè when he greeted Her stepmother, Seokjin and Jisoo. He even introduced himself and her fiancè. Does he, mean that?

Or is it just because his father told him so?

Nayeon recalled back when her eyes met with Seokjin’s and it bothered her, why does it seems like he’s reluctant to see her follow Taehyung. He smiled but not reaching his eyes and Nayeon learned that. But, why?

"What are you thinking?" Taehyung step into the room and approached her.  He watched her for a minute before sitting himself beside her.

“nothing”

For sure, he’s not confident with her answer but he didn’t want to force her to spill the beans.

“are you okay here? Or, the decoration doesn’t meet your taste?”

“no, it’s good. I like it. Thank you, Kim Taehyung.”

“you know what, you gotta stop calling me with full name. it’s not romantic at all.” He pouted resulting her to chuckle at how childish he is.

“then what should I should call you?”

“hm, how about call me baby?”

“YAA!”