A high school fantasy , a diza FANFIC

Again

Liza's POV

I haven't spoken to David in a week , I have seen him around school , but we haven't spoke . I feel back into my depression. I miss speaking to David , just hearing him call that other girl babe in front of me broke me , even if we weren't a thing .

My mum hadn't made contact with me so the house was basically mine , I see David at work some days but we only stare .

I'm thinking about dropping out of school . My grades have dropped , how I think of myself is horrible , and I hardly have any friends . The only one there for me is Gabbie , plus she is going away to Europe tomorrow for four months . She said she had distance relatives .

Tomorrow it's just me .

I walk into English .

As soon as I walk in on the chalk board I see a seating plan . I take my time to find my name , Liza koshy is seated next to David dobrik...

Great . I walk over to my seat pulling my selves down so you don't see my cuts . He was already seated and turned around talking to Zane . I tried to take my seat as quietly and quickly as I could praying he wouldn't notice .

Teacher - " ok class , today I have put you in a seating plan to benefit you , today is only a short lesson . So what you need to do is just talk to your partner not anyone else just them becuase they are who you will do all your tasks with " .

I turn around and look at David , his eyes are wide and there looking down at the table . I don't want to do this and I can tell he doesn't either .

Liza - " if we just get this class over with then we don't have to talk okay ".

David - " what if I do want to talk to you ".

Liza - " well I'm not ready ".

David - " Liza it's been a week ".

Liza - " some people heal differently then others , don't pressure me ".

David - " why would you wear a long shirt in this heat ".

Liza - " because I'm cold ".

He really did forget everything , I told him about my depression but I guess he didn't really care .

David - " have you talked to your mum ".

Liza - " no ".

Wow Liza way to give a detailed answer .

David - " well can I come over this afternoon ? ".

Liza - " why would you want to spend your time with a depressed girl ".

I feel him shift in his seat to face me , he tries to place his hand on my back .

Liza - " don't touch me please , if you touch me I will start to get feelings for you ".

Lie , I never lost my feelings for him . He moved his hand away with caution .

David - " I would still like to spend time with you ".

Liza - " fine , come to mine after school ".

I say as the bell rings . I grab my books and head out of there I turn around to see Davids face with the stupidest smile I have ever seen .

( TIME LAPSE TO LIZAS )

I get up to the door , I open it welcoming him in . He goes to sit on the couch and I sit on the other side .

David - " you can put on a shorter top I have already seen your scars ".

Liza - " but you have never seen fresh ones ".

I feel ashamed as I say this I'm ready for him to walk out my front door . Instead he comes and hugs me . We break apart from the hug and look at each other .

David - " I love you ".

I'm shocked at what has came out of his mouth , all I can do is nod my head .

Liza - " honestly , with everything , I don't know if I love you ".

I did .

David - " I understand , but I'm always here for you , I don't want you to shut me out again ".

I nod my head again .

We sat like that for what feels like forever

AN ( I updated !! So yes thsi is how I'm making the story , I hope you like it , becuase I do ! Love you 💓 R xx )