crazy heart (crazy harry)

movies&pizza =perfect

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Darcys P.O.V:After me and niall left his appartment perri wouldnt stop texting me

*whats just happend Darcy?**please text me im really worried*There was several more texts from perri so i decided to text her back and told her that everythings fne me and Niall are just going to order a pizza and watch a couple of movies.

i was suddenly snapped out of my thoughts of Niall waving his hand in my "you was pretty zoned out there love""oh aha sorry niall perris just worried thats all " suddenly his face hit the floor and was full of guilt i mean i couldnt blame him but he has to stop feeling sorry or hiself and think about how i feel. i suddenly brake the awkwardness "pizza?" he face suddenly brightened "yeah but first listen Darcy... i couldn't possible imagine how you feel at the moment i am so so sorry im a sick person i dont deserve a second chance" and with that he got up and left.I ran into my room and sobbed and sobbed all night i just knew i wasnt good enought Nialls in the worlds biggest boy band im a girl from a club that cant defend herself.

(song on side bar - Little mix -good enough)

Darcys P.O.V

How could a boy ive only just met make me feel like shit does anybody else every cry over someone they've just met? no just me then. I felt like me had a connetion I felt sparkes when he talked of waved every single thing about him was so perfect the way he made me feel inside no one could make me feel like that. I think I love him I hope he feels the same way I love ...

Nialls P.O.V

Her I love Darcy the way I just walked out of there without a hug or a kiss it crushed me inside I could hear her whimpers from out side her room. I don't want to hurt her.. again shes just so fragile and sweet and soft ive only just met this girl and ive fallen in love with her. How does she feel now that ive left her the thoughts running through her head right now I need to go I have too see her anything could happen...

Darcys P.O.V

1 hour later:

After Niall left I haven't stopped crying i hate myself knowing i wasn't good enough for someone if killed me inside i decide to go on twitter i decided to go onto nialls twitter page and i saw lots of tweets from him to his fans they made him so happy there so dedated i look through his photos and i see one of him smiling while playing his guitar he looked so happy and gorgeous and perfect and .. wait what did i just say you cant love someone that doesn't love you back its just too much pain. i was just about to shut my laptop off when i saw a tweet that caught my eye i couldn't believe what i saw my eyes started to water my mind was flooding with thoughts why would they say things like that

tweet:* @Alicia<3niall4eva- who is this little bitch called Darcy making my beautiful boy cry the slut go die you whore ugly tramp don't worry niall shes not worth your tears go kill yourself for god sake do everyone a favour and slit your wrists*

i ran into the bathroom and sat down and looked at the razor for what felt like hours but in reality it was seconds i started to whimper.

(song on sidebar-little mix - these four walls)

i quickly grabbed the razor and cut my wrists the pain was unbareable but her words where just flying around my head i cut and cut and cut until i realised i was full of blood i mean i was covered in it.suddenly there was a loud knock at my door i decided it was best if i left it thank god they left.

Nialls P.O.V

As soon as i got to Darcys i knocked and knocked and then i realised the door was open i pushed the door forward and saw her laptop on the couch i was the tweets off hate full fan i gasped how could they i saw that i couldn't hear small whimpering coming from the bathroom i pushed the bathroom door open and there i saw her covered in blood trying to clean the blood off the floor and there was the razor i gasped and she heard me she started to cry "im so sorry niall im so-s-o-r-r-y  " she started to stutter "come here "i opened my arms there was slits all over her wrists she hugged me and started to whimper i was rubbing circles in her back "shhh baby every things okay come on lets get you cleaned up go get a shower i will clean this up and go get a first aid kit she nodded .

after i got the first aid i could tell she was going to be a while so i quickly picked up her phone " hello can i have 2 peparoni pizzas please 1 pinapple and chicken 2 cheese and tomato and chips yes that's all thank you bye" gosh i was hungry about 15 minutes later the pizzas came and i shouted darcys "how long will you be babe" "couple of minutes " she replied she came out and smiled at me but then frowned "what's up " i asked confused then i clicked on i engulfed her into a hug and kissed the top of her head. "hungry " i said with a smirk she nodded and giggled god how much i loved her laugh.