Faze House LA❤️

Ricky: chapter 10

Your door opens and you hear someone say "IM HOME BITCHES". It was FaZe Banks. You and Banks are REALLY good friends and he knows everything about you... he even knows about how you used to cut. He's the only one who knows. "Y/N? What are you doing here?" Ricky asks with a confused look on his face. You smile at him. "NO! Y/N DID YOU ACTUALLY GET RECRUITED TO FAZE?!" He practically yells. "Yep" you say laughing. You guys hug and Blaziken walks in. "IM BACK EARLY GUYZZZ" he says. He sees you and banks hugging and gets a lil butthurt. "Really Y/n? First Nordan and now Banks? Wow, slut" he says going upstairs while rolling his eyes. He slams his door shut and Banks looks at you. "Were u guys a thing?" He asks. You nod ur head. "Did you cheat on him with Nordan?" He asks you sounding a little disappointed. "No. Nordan pressured me into kissing him. He literally has mental issues. He's in the hospital right now actually" you say sighing at the end. "Oh... that's pretty shatty." Banks says smiling. (HAH GET IT? 'SHITTY' 'SHATTY' 😂 ok I'll stop 😂) "REALLY?" You say while laughing. Blaziken comes downstairs to get one of his bags. You didn't know you were in his way until he said "hey bitchy slut, move out of the way and go fuck some more guys while ur at it." to you. "UGHH" you scream. "IM SO DONE. EVERYTHING IS SO FUCKED UP LATELY. IM DOING IT" you scream. "Oh no what's she gonna do?" You hear Tommy, Teeqo, Adapt, and Cheo say at the same time. You go upstairs and lock your bedroom door.

Banks's POV
She went upstairs... no, no, no. Shes gonna do it. She promised she wouldn't, but it's gonna happen. I hear faint crying sounds coming from her room. I swear Lucas is gonna die tonight.

Your POV
You couldn't take it anymore. You promised that you wouldn't do it again, but you have to. Your boyfriend is calling you a slut for hugging another guy. And you are pretty sensitive so it got to you easily. You go into your drawer and grab your razor. A few cuts won't do much, right? You cut a couple times on your wrists and then you go down to your thighs. You promised. There goes 5 months of no cutting down the drain. You threw on a red FaZe hoodie and went downstairs while drying up your tears. Banks grabs you by the arm, while smiling and says "lets go make a video together!" You guessed he was trying to cheer you up, hoping that you didn't cut. It took you about 3 mins to cut yourself so he probably didn't think that you it at all. You pull your arm back because of the pain. "Don't grab my wrists" you say. You then realize that you just told him you cut again. "Why?" He asks, playing dumb. "You just squeezed my arm a little to hard, that's all." You say trying to cover up what you said. He gives you a death stare. "Y/n" he says while making a sad face. "Are you okay?" Adapt asks while walking past you guys. He asked because he saw he tears forming up in your eyes. "IM FINE" you yell while running upstairs. You close the door and lock it again. "OPEN UP" Banks yells. "STOP" you scream back. "THATS IT, IM BARGING IN" he yells. Right when he is about to crash through your door, you open it and he went flying. "HAH THAT LOOKED HILARIOUS" you say laughing. He stands up and laughs a little. He closes the door and everything turns serious. "Why'd u do it? You promised you wouldn't" he said with a hurtful look in his eyes.

Blazikens POV
"Ugh, I feel like shit. I should've never said that to y/n. I feel horrible. I should go apologize to y/n. This is gonna be hard, she probably so hurt. She's my girlfriend goddamnit! I HAVE to apologize to her." I think to myself. I go up to her room and hear talking. It sounds like Banks talking to y/n. "Why'd u do it? You promised you wouldn't." He said to her. Damn, he sounded hurt. Wait, what was he talking about. I know it's not good to eavesdrop but it's my girlfriend so I have a reason to. "I don't know, it just hurts when the person you love called you a slut for hugging someone. And on top of that Lucas said it was my fault that Nordan was pressuring me to kiss him" she said sighing. What the hell is wrong with me?! "Yeah, it was your fault" Banks said. "Oh come on, you too?" Y/n said crying. "It was your fault because you are too beautiful, babygirl" Banks said. "Thanks Ricky but I don't think Lucas would appreciate you calling me that." Y/n said. "He doesn't care y/n. Why can't you see that? I'm not trying to make you break up with him to hurt him or anything just saying. So don't take what I telling you the wrong way. I'm trying to make you date someone better than him. If he cared, he would've never said that and if he didn't say that, you wouldn't have cut again" he said sighing. Y/n started crying. "But I still love him. I know he loves me too but I don't know what has gotten into him. Maybe he's just stressed out?" She said. Wow... i fucked up big time. "Y/n, you are too nice. If you wanna try to give him time, you can. But if things don't work out and something happens, don't cut. Call me or come to me if I'm by you, ok?" He said. "Ok... thanks Ricky" she said. Oh shit, Banks is walking out. Off to my room I go... i think to myself. I run to my room and Banks walks out of y/n's room. He gives me a death stare on the way out. I walk into y/n's room to see her staring at the wall. "Hi" I say shyly. "What do you want" she says sighing. "I'm sorry. I don't know what happened downstairs. I just got a little jealous. I'm really sorry... please forgive me?" I say. "Hm... I'll think about it... she says. "Let me guess, you gonna play hard to get?" I say smirking. "Maybe" she says extending the 'e' at the end. "What do I have to do to make you forgive me?" I ask. "I wanna have some fun" she says grabbing my hand and smirking, leading me to her bed.
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IM SO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING IN LIKE FOREVER😭😂 I WAS BUSY😂 But next chapter is gonna be smuttyyyyyyy😏👌🏻 idk where I was going with this chapter but this is what happened. AND THX FOR ALMOST 500 READS IM ABOUT TO DIE😂 ILY ALL❤️❤️ FAZE UP MAH DUDES BYE💋