Miss.Mills...

Tonight I Begin.

Me and Ruby sat and talked for hours. I explained everything with Regina and we had a discussion about her and my feelings. That's right. I have feelings for my teacher but I cant tell anyone else that, but I trust Rubes. I know I'm basically breaking my own heart but I cant help it. I didn't tell Red WHY I'm avoiding Regina because then I'm pretty sure she would kill me, bring me alive and kill me again. By the time we finished talking it was 6:00pm and I had to head home which I was dreading since Regina knows where I live now. I doubt she would come looking for me though....right?

On my way home I realised I needed to get some coffee and just a bit of food since I haven't gone shopping in a while. Though I was still sneaking around, avoiding Miss Mills but I'm sure she wont be shopping at 6:00 in the evening. As I walked into the small shop it was silent, no music no people, except the man behind the counter who didn't bother to look at me. Walking round i ended up getting coffee, a salad, milk, bag of crisps and toilet paper. On my way to the cashier i looked out the large window behind that gives you a clear view of the road. That's when i saw a black BMW with black tinted windows... Though the windows were tinted black you can sort of make out the figure behind the wheel...a woman. I dismiss any thoughts about the BMW and pull some cash out to pay. The man behind the counter didn't say a word to my he just told me the amount and left it at that, no thank you or anything. Twat. Any way on my way out i realised the creepy BMW was parked next to my bug. Well great. I swiftly walked to my car when the black car door opened. Out stepped the one woman i dread to see. Miss Mills. WHAT IS SHE DOING HERE UGH I CANT ESACPE HER! And she looks... pissed? She strides over to me and I instinctively reach for my car door but she is too quick for me and as i open it it slams immediately shut. I turn to see her with determination in her eyes and i feel sort of intimidated. After a second of staring at each other she opens her mouth.
"Get in my car, Miss Swan" Um no? Fuck that. Stranger danger...then again she isn't exactly a stranger. Not my point though. And Miss Swan? Wow, she must be reeeaaallllyy pissed at me. I look at her and shake my head no. I should not of done that. She raises a perfect eye brow and her features darken.
"Now Miss Swan i didn't ask you a question. I commanded you, now get into my car before i make you!" Yup definitely pissed. The sneer in her voice makes me shiver, God this woman is scary when she wants to be. But my being the idiot i am just shake me head again and as i go to speak i was cut short because in one -not so smooth motion- she picks me up bridal style. My eyes widen in shock. Okay following me was inappropriate but this?! I try and escape her grip but shes too strong and i look up to her to see shes facing ahead with a determined look on her face. Only now to i notice i dropped my groceries on the floor. Great ill have to buy some more. I struggle again realising shes about to open the car door.
"Stop this is...ugh..SO BAD! Put me down Gina!" but she doesn't listen instead we arrive at the car. She stumbles slightly opening the door and I'm honestly surprised by her strength, determination and the fact she can carry me this heels on. She opens the door, puts me down and looks at me expectantly once i don't immediately get in she crosses her arms, as if to say 'don't even think about running' and send me a glare which would honestly terrify the devil himself. I cower slightly and get in the car, she slams the door shut as soon as I'm in. I look out the window not wanting to look at the teacher and i notice the quiet man in the shop had watched everything and was looking at the car, you have to be kidding. Gad to know if I'm getting kidnapped this dick would gladly sit and watch! I hear Regina get in and the whole car ride she doesn't say a word instead keeps her eyes on the road and a tight grip on the steering wheel. We pull up to a mansion. Its is HUGE and i was too busy looking at it to realise Regina got out of the car and opened my door. She again, stand intimidatingly and holds a hand for me to take. I take it quickly realising i have no place to run and she is already pissed enough at me. One she has her vice grip on my hand she drags me to the door. This is her house?! How much to teachers get paid.

Opening the door she drags my along through the house, its beautiful...like its owner. Oh my god Swan that was cheesy. I take in the design and layout of the house. Definitely a Mills house. She pulls me into her study and pulls me to the couch. She gently pushes me onto the couch going to take  her 'fuck me' heels off and place her keys on the sound. I take to time to observe. Black and white design, books, books, more books, a fire place and a liquor collection. Classy. I take my shoes off as she locks the study door. Well I'm not going anywhere any time soon, she then turns to me and strides over a little calmer knowing i cant leave but still looking pretty angry. She sits next to me (extremely close may i add) on the couch, takes my small pale hand and moves a piece of my blonde hair put of my face. She speaks softly but firmly.
"Okay Emma you have a lot of explaining to do. Twice now you have ran from me and i will continue to chase you until you let me in! Now Miss Swan i recommend you co-operate because you have no IDEA what I'm capable of. Now we will sit here and talk until you let me help you. Now Emma. Start. Talking." I gulp. Damm what have i got myself into. Well shit. Tonight is joing to be long, i feel the brunette lightly squeeze my hand and i look up to her. She is so beautiful but i realise she wantd me to star talking. Now. I take a deep breath and decide maybe i can trust her. She came after me even though she knows i self harm, that means something right? So i decide to let her in.
Tonight i will let someone else into my life, except Ruby of course, and tonight will change me forever. Tonight I let her in and i hope i wont regret it, i can always run again? She might leave me alone after realising all my flaws. So after coming to this conclusion i begin nervously.

"Well Miss Mills where do i begin-".....

Authors note (PLEASE READ):

Soooooo I'm back! Did you miss me? I have been going through a lot and i ended up breaking my laptop but i have a new one and I'm back! I will try and update as often as possible from now on but I'm under a lot of stress BUT ill try! I hope you like the chapter its a little small but I'm getting back into my groove so bear with me. I wasn't sure how to carry on the story but i have a idea now so just hang on! It is kind of a fill in chapter and I'm sorry its shit but cant wait to move story along. I will be uploading sometime this week hopefully so keep an eye out! ALL MISTAKES ARE MY OWN SORRY! Let me know what you think or any ideas you have and till next time. Oh at let me know is there is anything you want me to change or redo since I'm a bit unsure about the chapter i may re-write...
-TheEvilSmith :) x