Becoming us.

Chapter 19- God i hate him.

recap

/ Joker pov

After i was done with my fun i look at her she look so weak and helpless i love it but something inside of me tells me to stop and get her feel better so i unstrapped her for the table and gentle pick her up and put her in my bedroom i lay her in bed and i notice that i had ripped her clothes so i took the off and just had her sleep in her bra and underwear. i made sure to cover her up good in the blanket and when she was comfortable i lay down next to her and went to bed

god i know she is going to hate me in the morning.

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Harley's pov 

i wake up early in the morning.I has hurting every where but well i guess that is what i get for coming here he said he would hurt me and that i could trust him now i'm not to sure about that and he thinks he can hurt me and come up here and sleep with me who the hell does he think he is i thought 

hey Joker said in a raspy tone.

go to hell i replied 

what is wrong with you hu Joker said madly 

you said you wouldn't hurt me and the second i think that you were not going to hurt and i got me feelings all line up in the right order and now you're making me regret what order i put them in Joker i trusted you and you let me down i cried 

Harley i had to do that you need to learn 

not to trust you i butted in 

no you need to learn that if you don't listen thing will happen to you joker finished 

you know Joker i've thought about what would of happen when we meet again and i guess that me liking you the why i do didn't happen to show up to you Joker i said 

what do you mean you like me cause if your why of showing me that is leaving me tried up in the bat's car is your why of showing me you love me i don't think i like that joker said 

what did you want me to do go back to the place where they do shit to me a p[lace that i didn't do anything to end up there hu is that what you wanted is it hu come on answer me Joker i yelled 

no i don't know now stop yelling at me 

joker i felt bad that you went back i hated my self for it and i tried to think of a why to help up if i went back Crane would be the death of me i cried i hate him so much but i love him to god i hate what he does to me.

look Harley Joker said gently wrapping his arms around me to clam me down i get it you couldn't go back i get that but you need to calm down ok 

i slowly calm myself down and we sat there on the bed in his purple and green room with this arms around me.

why does love and hate when it comes to you mean the same thing i mumble 

i don't i think it's cause well i'm not like any other guy that you can just love right there on the spot with me it more like you hate me and the spot  and that hate slowly turns to a mix of something that is just me joker said 

i think it cause we are all crazy but only you can control what you are Joker you are the holy god of crazy and it suits you well joker you are like no one else and i don't like that Gotham would be the same without you .

Harley i really like you like like like you Joker said with a smile 

oh you do cause i like you to i smile and hugged him tighter 

how about tomorrow is a new day and you and i will rule Gotham together Harley Quinn and the Joker what do you say Joker asked 

i do